Showing posts with label Compassion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Compassion. Show all posts

Friday, October 26, 2012

STOP!! LISTEN!!

Channeled message from many written in one letter to all:

I have come to a point in my life that now I see the world as a different place. I have always known I was different, but in retrospect I have always been this way. I've been different even in my past lives. As I see the world as it is now it truly makes me sad, because I see hate coming from every direction, and then I see love trying to push over the hate and as it pushes I can feel the energy of it grow. Now your asking, "What in the hell is she talking about?" I am talking about standing outside of the box and looking in. We put so much emphasis of there being a destruction of this earth that we never considered the possibility of it being the opposite. We let the Ego of Fear take over us and I see some people now a days and that is all they now is that EGO. I have to say it is a shame to say the least, because you are missing the best part of life. If you start to listen to the Soul to the inner Divine within you you see a whole new look on life. Instead of feeling fear you feel love. You may see someone who you totally despised yesterday, and woke up today and tomorrow and say to them, "Hi Friend." There is nothing more powerful than a thoughtful gesture. I see arguments over who is right and who is wrong. The anger, frustration, pain, ego, biases, discrimination...etc and all I want to do is say, "STOP!!!" Why do this to those around you. Why live in a world like this WHY!!!" It does no one any good. Instead of bring a world together your separating us. Instead of look at each other as one, you look as individuals. I hear the Angels and God say, "Stop this. It's not worth it. Stop the HATE. Just STOP!!!" and no one listens and so the cycle begins again. Change is coming people whether you like it or not. It is coming. Many will resist but Love and Compassion will take over. We are one don't you see that. WE ARE ONE!!! PLEASE STOP THE HATE. PLEASE STOP THE ANGER. PLEASE STOP!!! Let your heart feel with love and not anger. Let it feel the Love that you have so desperately wanted for so long. Let peace envelope you in love and harmony. Just let it. Just stop. I have the angels, the Ascended Masters standing behind me now saying this to me. They desperately want you to stop and smell the roses. Hear them, Listen to them. Please just LISTEN.
If you want to know who is helping write this here it is. GOD, JESUS, MOTHER MARY, MOTHER TERESA, BUDDHA, ALL THE ARCHANGELS, AND ALL THE OTHER ASCENDED MASTERS. PLEASE LISTEN.

Monday, October 22, 2012

God Speaks: Learning a Lesson on Judgeing Others:

God:

My children today let’s talk about judgment. I've spoken of this before but now it is time to look at it in another view point. Most of you judge others by their class in society, by who they are, and how much one makes. Judging is something that you are taught by others by either parents, grandparent, or even relationships wither it be friends or others. You learn from your peers and so you have a tendency to learn the negatives by others. In your world the society is divided. You look at race, ethnics, sexuality, and gender as a means to judge.
   Now most of you say well I don't judge so don't say that. Let’s just get one thing straight in some way shape or form you do judge others, and you base that person off of your own judgments. Before getting to know someone you have the tendency to already have your mind made up if you want to either talk to that person or not. The ego is saying, "Don't you talk to that homeless man or woman because they are dirty and they will spend your money for drugs or alcohol." Now the soul would say, "Show that man or female love and compassion. Let them know that they are loved and that no matter what they are a child of God." Do you see the difference in answers? The ego is the indicator of what not to be and the soul is what to be. You set limitations and restrictions on others, because you feel that if you do they won't do something, but your complete thinking is incorrect. Don't put restrictions on relationships. Now you’re saying, "Well how can that be?" Use this analogy when you tell a child No you mean no, but immediately when you have turned your back or walked in another room, they go right for the things you told them no. This is a restriction. Now if you tell that person if you touch that it will hurt and you'll get a booboo, and mommy and daddy don't want you to get it. The child learns that you care for them, and you have showed them love. Some people don't know what love is. They have never been loved, or they have been hurt by a love that was toxic. Love is something that you all need to experience. Maybe the homeless man that you consider a drug dealer came to your world and its mission was to feel love, and when you happen to stop by him and say" here take this 10 dollars and get some food and drink, and by the way no matter what you are going through you are loved." You see a small gesture just as that has a rippled effect life no other. This person gave $10 to someone, and because of that they have just had a moment of love. You didn't set limitations on the money instead you showed love. You didn't pass any judgments on them, and you showed them love. Just as a single pebble creates a ripple effect so does love.
   I set no judgments because your soul decided what it wanted to experience before it took physical form. You blame the person for all of their mistakes when it should be you helping them in the life lessons that they are to have learned while they are still in physical form. Much can be learned from the transitions and life lessons. I judge no one, so you should judge no one. I created you out of love for you are love.
   So now I have a little life lesson for you. Go to work or school today and live in self awareness. Go talk to the person that you find to be odd or uninterested to you. It could be a co-worker or a person at school who you have never talked to before and you've made fun of. Instead of looking at their flaws, find out what they have to offer that is in a positive way. You may be surprised as to what you may find out. As you do this lesson don't pass judgments, don’t make one negative comment about them. Love for the goodness in one. At the end of the day write about what you learned about that person, and as you look at it you may be amazed as to what you learned about not only yourself but the life lesson that he/she just taught you. Do you think you can do this for one day? To pass judgement on someone that you never considered being a friend? If you do this exercise you have just learned a valid life lesson. Post your experiences and what you learned. This is the Creator/God?Source?Infinity speaking. To all of my children with love and hope anything is possible.

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Conversation with Jesus


Good Wednesday to you all. Hope you are having a wonderful day. I have noticed and felt that many changes in the world are happening, and please pray for the world to find a peaceful balance. The world is in chaos in more ways than one, so we need to come and help one another. To show love and compassion as these changes take place.

With that being said I wanted to share with you a conversation I had with Jesus a few months again, because I was going through some things within myself with all the negativity going on and anything that is not good I can't handle the energy.

One day I was talking to a friend and there was a lot of negative things said. I can't handle the negative. As we finished our conversation I went into meditation and there was God. "God I feel so sad. I can't take the negative of what others think you are. Why do so many think you are a vengeful God and only want to hurt your children? It saddens me that people think you are like this" I said with a sad voice.

"Would you like to go home for a little while?" he asked in a loving voice of concern.
"Yes please. I would love to."

When I went back to heaven this was like my second time. I arrived in front of a magnificent water fountain. It was gorgeous and behind the water fountain I could see Jesus talking to someone but I didn't know who and I could only see him.

I ran as quickly as I could and went to embrace him.
"What is wrong sisters?" He asked me as I had my head against his chest. I looked up and said, "Why do people think so negatively about father? What do they think this way?"

"They think that because that is what they have been taught. They think that he will do anything to punish his children and that isn't the case" he said.

As I look up and wiped away the tears I said, "You knew you were going to die didn't you?"
"Yes I knew. I knew from when I was very young. Our paths are similar, but yours will not end like mine. You will not be crucified like I was."

When he said crucified I could see him on the cross I asked him, "When you were there for days you knew where you were going didn't you?"

"Yes I did. I knew I was going home. The pain that I went through was so painful, but as I hung there my mind was home. Because I was home I didn't feel the pain, but when I came back to the physical the pain was ever more excruciating. Many were crying for me, but that was my path...my purpose."

As I saw him on the cross I began to cry once again. The vision was so clear and seeing it from not only the eyes of the people but from his as well. I looked up and he said, "No more tears sister. I am fine. No more tears, no more pain. We are home."

I started to feel better and feel the hope come back into me, because I knew our paths were similar. Before I left he told me one last thing. "All isn't as it seems." I understood and I was back in the physical world.

Even to this day when I see pictures of Jesus or as I call him, Brother, I still become saddened and I want to start crying. I felt the inside of me weeping that such a thing happened, but I knew he made the Ultimate Sacrifice. Each time these feeling come back he says, "Do not weep. I am safe and well. No more tears for I am home." I can see him when he says this and then the sadness fades, because each time I see him he is happy with a smile on his face. He is one of my teachers, for he is part of my path.

You may not believe anything that I say but it is the truth. Many say I am a con artist and just want attention. That I don't see or hear any such thing, that all is false. I am no ordinary human and I know this. I live in the physical world and the spiritual world. This is who I am. Don't let those around you make you want to be like them. Be true to who you are. Stand up for yourself and say, "This is who I am. I will not change because you want me to be someone I'm not" and if they leave it was for a reason. If they stay it is because they respect you. They love you for who you are, even though they may not agree they stand by you. I think most of you who read this have experienced this at some point in your life. I have lost many friends due to my gifts and visions, but I will not change. I bring hope and peace and that is Who I AM.

I hope when you read my writings that you to feel hope and peace. Most of all I hope that you feel loved. We are all brothers and sisters. I pass no judgments for I know where everyone is going after this life. So always be TRUE to who you are and love yourself.

Love and Peace to you all. Until again my brothers and sisters have a wonderful week.
_/\_

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Video of Change: Pass on the word

Here is a video that someone created. It is a video of truth. I did not make this video I am positing it because it is the Truth. I'll be writing more about this on How To Save The World Post.The person who made this video was truthfully touched by God and has put it in video form. I applaud all who are getting the word out. Every human being needs to see this video and God means EVERY HUMAN BEING. Support the person who made this video.

God says send this video to every person you know. This is the message that billions of people need to know and see and it is the TRUTH. I will be writing about this next on How To Save The Planet.....I am lectured by God on this topic all the time...

http://youtu.be/8evDIIRBv-4


I did not make this video I just want to make this clear. I'll be writing about it though.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Mother Mary speaks, and visions of Noah and the Ark

Last night I had some hurtful things said to me, because most people are believing anything that I am saying about our planet, and that God can type through em. I took these comments to heart, where as, I should have ignored them and take them with a grain of salt.

 One person said, "It's a shame he isn't teaching someone who can make it happen though. I really would have thought, being God, he would know who to tell...

When this question was said I felt a huge abundance of energy shoot through me like a rocket shooting into the air. God was coming to answer this question and he wasn't to happy, because many are not taking life serious about our planet. Here is what he said:



God SPEAKS: I am telling you now my children. Read the words she says and follow. There is no joking going on here. If you want to that is your choice and your choice alone. I have sent messengers and teachers to you all and you don't listen; now you have a teacher a messenger and you are mocking her. If you listen to her she can help prepare you for what is to come. But the path you are all heading on is a bad that is leading to your complete disaster of your whole world. And I mean you have the capabilities to kill yourselves. Listen to her and others alike. She can help you learn and tell you what it is that needs to be done. This my children is no joke. IF you want to live start listening and Listen NOW. 

I want to remind everyone that he was speaking through me when he said this and I felt energy like no other. I have only felt this strong energy from the Holy Ghost only one other time. This energy was strong, but luckily not as strong as the first time. I am not making this stuff up.

As he was typing through me, I could feel my fingers moving a hundred mph typing. I have never typed that quickly and that fast in my entire life. When he concluded I was still in a trans state I start to shake, and going in and out of consciousness. My right arm continued to shake uncontrollably as he continued to speak to me.

"They have got to listen, and you are going to help." Eventually they will listen, don't give up" he said.

 After this was said many others have mocked what I have said and I broke down into tears, because of those being disrespectful that was thrown my way in words.As I cried Mother Mary (Virgin Mary) came to console me. She said, "Jesus cried many nights because the things he was saying no one believed in him. With time it gets better. I was so blessed to have such a son as he" she said with the most loving voice. 

I was also shown a vision of Noah and his ark. He did what God told him to do, but others didn't believe him and then the great flood happened. Regaurdless what others said he continued to do Gods work. 

Being shown these visions and Mother Mary coming I felt a lot better. Like Jesus and Noah I will not give up, no matter what comes my way. I will continue to do Gods work for that is why I was brought back. I will listen to God and the Master of life and continue to live towards my goal of bringing awareness about saving our planet, and helping those understand the spiritual world. All is not lost, just as God doesn't give up on his children, I will not give up on you.

Hope you all have a wonderful week, for I am completing a book that I am writing about life after death. My whole story. Show love to all including who you consider enemy, for we are all Gods children.

Many blessings _/\_

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Step 2. To Saving Your Planet: Community Garden

   Hello all,
   I apologize for not writing as much this week. I just had left eye surgery, so I am recovering from that. I just had right eye surgery in June, so my right eye is still healing and I am having to adjust to writing and reading. So today I'll be letting God take over today's topic, since he has the key to not only saving our own existence but also our planet.

   So my children when was the last time you actually put your hands in some dirt and got dirty? No, I am not talking about taking a mud bath or just making a big mess, but actually helped your land and made use of it? Many of your farmers do this with machines, and many tribes actually use the land for gardening and bringing food to there families.

   My children the time has come to stop  thinking about yourselves and actually starting to take the necessary steps to save your planet and existence. This is not going to happen over night, but the long term effects will benefit you in more ways than one. If you want to know what to do continue reading after this sentences, and I will tell you how to start making the changes that is needed for you to survive.

   If you think your produce prices are expensive now you just wait in about a year and you will be praying to me every single day for prices to go down. You climate is changing and things are going to go up exponentially, because of environmental concerns. You are probably saying to your self "Then what can I do?" There is plenty to do my children. The answer is a "Community Garden". If every one of you had a garden around your house, back yard, or in a field you will have fresh vegetables, and you will not be affected, by the droughts that are happening on your planet, and in this case in the United States, in the mid-west. 

   If you do not have a house and live in the city  you can make the necessary steps to getting fresh produce by conserving your land and taking care of it. Even in huge cities such as New York, Chicago, , and many others are cities are starting community projects so that you can have fresh vegetables. Help them out out. All it is takes is volunteering.
   
   Others who need to be involved are churches, schools, neighborhoods, business, and other organizations so that you all will not be affected by the high price that are about to come. Churches if your congregations helped out with a garden you will be able to not only help them, but those in your community. If you have extra vegetables, go around and ask your fellow brother or sister if they would like to have some fresh vegetables. Make this a community event and everyone needs to work together to make this possible. These fresh vegetables are a lot better for you to, because you put pesticides on your good and your body wasn't built to eat that.

   Those that live in neighborhoods, start a "Neighborhood Garden." Get to know your fellow neighbor and work together to help each other and those that are in need of fresh food. You will be amazed on how much you will benefit from helping others. You will see tears of happiness, love, joy, and many thanks in peoples eyes for doing  one simple act of kindness.

   Organizations, government, and businesses need to do this to. I am not saying grow a garden and then sell the produce just so you can make a dollar, but to help with all that is coming to your planet. There will be others who do not want to chip in and help and that is OK, because when they see the hard work that you are doing, the change that you are making, all will change in others minds and hearts. Many will come and volunteer to help water, plant, pull up weeds, go around and ask if you need some type of vegetables.

   Every house, church, apartment complex, business, government, and organizations need to start doing this because my children the hard times are coming and they are coming fast. It is time for you to not worry about cell phones, I pads, nails looking all pretty and clean, cloths looking press and clean, no the times has come when you must start helping yourselves and those around you. The times has come when you need to start making changes to saving your planet. The time has come my children for you to uncover your eyes, and look at reality and quit living in a delusional world. Your planet is going down hill fast and if you want to save yourselves you need to start making changes.

   If you do not start doing these things do not blame your government for the price of food, because it will be your fault for not doing  the necessary things to help bring prices down. You can not blame your government for your own mistakes. See what is wrong with you my children is that you want government to fit your needs when you want them to, and then when they don't do what you want them to do, you get mad and act out like children. 

   So my children what will it be. Start making the changes yourself, or just wait for your utter existence to crumble at your own feet? Here I have laid out what needs to happen in this first step. Community Gardens. Learn about gardening. Know when the best times to plant certain vegetables, learn and read my children, for this is stuff you should have known your whole lives. Know, Learn, and Teach. This is by no means to make a dollar. No, this is for you all to come together and start helping each other and start making a difference. So what will it be. I challenge you what will it be, for the time has come to make drastic changes and you can make those changes. Set aside your differences and come together and help enrich each others lives. Your produce prices are only going to get worse, and if you can't afford them at the grocery store, don't blame your government, for here is the first step to making a difference. All of my children, on this great planet that I have created so that you can call home, listen please, listen.

Friday, July 27, 2012

Stop Condemning....

   I want to be clear on one thing about this blog I am not a Liar. Everything that I have posted has happened to me and I have been guided by God is a truth. If I was lying about my story do you really think that I would have been writing this? The answer to this question is NO. I am not a liar.

   The purpose of this blog is to bring awareness to who we are, words of love, and words of inspiration. If you want to condemn me to Hell go ahead for I know where I am going at it is not hell. If you want lighting to strike me dead for the words that I post on here that is OK, for I have already died and I was brought back for a purpose.

   Everyone has there own free will of there own opinions, but you have to say to yourself why do I fear so much? What am I fearing the most?

   GOD: It could be the truth that you don't want accept. Those who fear who they really are will throw out negative energy because that is all they know. You see that when you put fear into someone they find it hard to find love within themselves. But when you start accepting love, you no longer fear. In this day and age most of you fear for Who You Are. You fear the truth as to what humanity has bestowed open this planet that you call home. You have no reality of what is good for you anymore, for you let others influence Who You Are. Life is not meant to be feared, it is to be experienced and Loved. In times like these help each other, for when you give to someone, you are also giving to yourself, and that is what Love is. Accept each other as Your True Self. Words of hate and fear will get you no where, for all it does is hold you back. Despite all the judging you do onto others I still love you. I still guide you. You need to start looking at you self. What Casey has done is about love. She has done nothing wrong. Didn't Jesus heal those with his hands for those that were blind, those that were crippled, for those that were in time of need. Those that asked for help received his gift, and yet you can not see what others have or what you even have. Accept who you truly are for I am with you and you are with me. My children Love one another. Do not let you egos get in the way, for the ego and the mind are one powerful tool. Listen to me, listen to Holy Spirit, that is in each and every one of of you. What has happened to Casey and those like her have awaken, and you have to listen to yourselves as well. There are no demons talking to those with gifts, for when you were young you could see spirits as well and by the age of 5 it disappears. You all have healing capabilities and gifts. No one needs to be condemned or say that your going to Hell. For there is no hell, because you humans, my children create your own Hell. I have no need to do that. Show love and compassion to your sisters and brothers. Stop the hate. This has gone on for centuries and you still have not listened to me or the signs of guidance that I have bestowed upon you. You are my children and it is time that you become One. With love your father, GOD. 

  

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Heaven Awaits

   GOD: Heaven awaits for all of you. It is a place of beauty and elegance. Once you Soul has decided that it can no longer fulfill it's purpose you will return to me. You will stand by me in the heavens by my side. We will become One again. My children.... Heaven Awaits you.

    The thoughts of condemnation stayed in my thoughts all the time. I kept asking myself, "Have they forgotten who I was? Did they not even consider my thoughts or feeling?" These are relative questions that one ask when you are going through a tough time in your life. It is in times like these when you truly find out who your real friends are.

   So as I was driving home from physical therapy I was listening to our current christian radio station, WAY-FM and a song came on the radio. The artist was Jeremy Camp and he was singing the song, "There Will Be A Day". During the verse, "There will be a day, with no more tears, no more pain, and no more fears" I was given a vision.

   The Vision: God showed me an entrance to a Holy place. The light was so bright, that I could not see anything in the distance. As I stood there there was a man to my right. He was dressed in a white flow robe and he had brown hair. Around him was an aura of white light. I could not make out any facial features, but I knew that this man was of high importance. 

   The man, who I think was God, swung his arm out over the landscape; like a butler would do, when greeting a visitor to come in. He said to me, "This will be your home." God had shown me the Light.

   Tears start to appear in my eyes and emotions start to feel in my heart and soul. They were tears of joy and happiness, because I knew that God didn't have to show me the Light or Heaven. It wasn't time for me to see all of heaven, because it wasn't my time yet, but he had shown me the Light. Thus he had showed me my home. 
   
   I knew then that no matter what others said to me I knew where my home would be after this life. I no longer felt condemned and no fears of going to Hell, for God had answered my ultimate question. Would I be condemned or sent to Hell for what was happening to me? After all this time of wondering what would happen to me he not only told me but I had the vision to show me, and for that I am forever grateful and blessed.

   To this day I am blessed for what he has shown me. I say to myself and to others the following statements. So do you want God to strike me dead for the things that you consider lies and demons that are going on in my life? Do you want to condemn me to hell as well? 

   The answers to these questions are: I have already died and I was brought back to teach you the truth of God and what lye's beyond this world, what happens at death, and to awaken Gods Children to remind them of who you really are. Second you can condemn me all you want and say all I am telling you are lies and the spirits are demons, but I know where I am going. I am going home to the heavens. 

   I forgive those that have said all these negative and hurtful things to me. God gives us free choice of our own decisions and thoughts, and for that I will respect. For God has changed my life forever. I am not who I once was for what has happened to me can not be broken. I have a purpose and I will fulfill my purpose and my Path.

   God: From what you have just read is all true. I showed Casey her home, because others did not believe in what she was saying. In the darkest of days I am the light. You all are my children and there is no need in condemning others for what is going on with them in there lives. You all have free choice, for this is what I have given to you. Casey's purpose is much higher than most. Her soul decided to come back to teach what is the truth and what isn't. She is the truth and the way. Follow her. What has happened to her can not be broken. She is the highest of awareness of who she is and she is to help all my children to Awaken. She has already brought change to many and she will continue on this path for it is her Purpose or what most of you consider to be her Destiny. My children I send you teachers, she is to be one of those teachers. Listen that you to can awaken to Who You Really Are. Awaken for you will be free and you will live in love, peace and harmony.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Helping A Stranger

   Today as I was driving down and at the intersection  I saw a gentleman holding up a sign asking for money or food. He was dress like any other who was poor or was just lost in the shadows. He wore some baggy pants, a hat, and a oversize shirt and coat. I really felt for him.

   As I looked in the console of my jeep I looked and I knew that I had $5 dollars and a bunch of ones. I first picked up the 5 and then I decided to give him the ones. I counted that I had 12 dollars in my car. As the light turns green we go, and then I stopped and handed the man the money. He said, " God Bless You."

   As I drove off I started to cry, because I knew that when I handed him the money, the energy that I felt was saddened. He has been living in a dark shadow and has had a rough life. I was thinking the whole time going home, that no one on this planet should not go without food or shelter. We all should be helping out each other, because we are all Brothers and Sisters, for we were created by our Father (God). We all need to give back in some way.

   Even though my family is going through tough times, since getting out of the Marine Corps, that if I could give him one meal or two, if he choose so, then I was making a difference in someones life. That with the shadows that he his in, if I  can be that Light that he needs then I am filled with joy and happiness. For God is our Light in our darkest days.

   Because of What I Am, Who I Am, and Who I Am to Become I am a servant to our father, for he lives in each and every one of our bodies. He is the one that asks for nothing in return and yet he gives us everything. He is the one that you can count on that loves you regardless of who or what you are or have done. He doesn't judge or condemn use for we are his children and our creator.

   So as you leave your work or business lend a helping hand for they are you brothers and sister to. We are all in the world together and we are all One. You may never know, you may be that Light in the shadows of someone you come in contact with. And that is when you will feel the love and the embrace of GOD, our father, for a simple act of kindness can leave a print on a person for a lifetime.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

God Speaks With A Vision

   Did you think that God could possibly talk to his children, well how about giving them visions? God can do many things you just have to believe and be open to it, because fear will hold you back. That is what today's continuation of my story is about: Fear and Visions.

   Shortly after my first conversation with GOD, I thought that I would push the boundaries a little. I just wanted to see what people thought of hearing spirits. I was just curious to know and feel the reaction that I would get from the post, that following the main topic. I didn't realize though the repercussions that one would go through, when you post something of this magnitude. I wrote, "Would you condemn me if I hear spirits, they write through me, and they use my body to speak of what the words of the Lord. So would you say I'm going to hell or heaven?

   Yes, I know that you are saying she brought it all on herself for posting something like that, but you have to understand that for me it was to see what other thought. I wanted to hear behind the shadows and see if family or friends would either condemn me or talk to me about it. Well I did receive an ear full from many religious people and I received support from others. Instead of actually talking to me they threw the Bible at me.  And I must admit that my family who I am the closet to just literally hurt me.

   You see when you go through what I have just gone through no one understands. I reached out to people way beyond entry in my journal and I received no feedback at all. In retrospect, I think it had a lot to do with Fear. Fear and guilt will kill a man quicker than anything else. The point I am making, is  that I was devastated that my family did not say one word to me until now, and that really hurt. If it had been somebody else I could have cared less, because that is negative energy that I did not need in my life. But the question was never answered. I didn't need one because I knew it all ready.

   So I was devastated at those, that I thought I was close to and could talk to them about anything was all wrong. As I saw the comments I immediately went for my bedroom. I didn't want my kids to see me cry at all. I try my best to not show sad emotion, which was wrong on my part. I knew in reality I was being called a liar. 

  As I was crying I could hear my Granny talking to me. She said,"Now you need to stop this crying, there is no need." I could feel her emotion of when she said that. Just like any grandma, she didn't want to see your grandchild hurt or crying over what she knew to be true. I understood her, but the pain just hurt from the words of others.

   Shortly after she spoke I was given a vision. A vision that only God and Jesus knew. 

   The Vision: God showed me a man, which I came to realize was Peter and the other disciples were on a boat in the water. I looked through Jesus eyes and there standing on the boat was Peter. The men did not believe that Jesus had come back. So they wanted proof that it was Jesus who had been resurrected. So Jesus held up his hands and showed them where the nails were in his hands.The men wanted Proof that it was truly the messiah. Then God said to me after the vision, "That the only way for some people to believe is by touch, feel, and see. If they can't then they won't believe."

   Once shown this vision I came to my senses and I stopped crying. I knew I needed to get myself under control. So, God had shown me this vision for a reason. The reason was, because Jesus had to show proof of who he was, because others couldn't believe that it was he, Jesus.

   I knew that I didn't have to prove myself to anybody whether it be friends, family, or strangers. All I had to do was stay true to who I was and God would help me through anything. That was all the comfort I needed.

   GOD: You see my children just, because you  can't touch, hear, or see something doesn't mean that it isn't true. Your loved ones walk around you every day and even those in the spirit world. There is no need to fear what you can't see, hear, or feel. Didn't I send unto you the Holy Spirit and I will live in each and everyone of you? Don't you believe that I am real because you know that God is real? I am all around you all you have to do is believe and keep the faith. No one needs to be called a lair or be condemned for the gifts that you all have. Yes you all have gifts. Don't judge others for I do not judge you. So keep an open mind and an open heart. Love and bring joy into anybody that you see. Let them feel the love that you have for me for you are all One. I am in each and every one of you. Believe.