Did This Just Really Happen?

Did This Just Happen?

It has been a year after my own death, which occurred on March 01st, 2012, and it has been a roller coaster ride since then. When you have gone through the trials and tribulations of trying to understand what happened and why of a death; You have all sorts of question like for instance: Why? Why did it happen? What was it's purpose? Who am I now? Where do I go from here? and many others.

I recently read a book called, "Home with God" by Neale Donald Walsch, which in the book it explains death and life and how the soul, your words and thoughts, are powerful. It explained how death should be embraced and looked forward to because it is part of being recreated and going back home to a world that you have dreamed of and returning to God, and then recreating and experiencing all over again. It is a beautiful thing.

I have to say that I have never been afraid of death, but when this occurred to me I needed answers to help complete who I am and to really find out why it happened. All I wanted to know is what cause it? What cause the dominoes to end? The conclusion that I came to was that it had to happen for a specific purpose, but first let me explain to you what my soul actually did and you will be amazed.

Here is a little back story of what happened. For 2 years after graduating from college I became stuck. I applied for jobs and nothing was coming through. I worked hard at trying to find something in my area, but nothing was being snagged. All of my life I have done what was needed of me. I completed college, had two beautiful children, married the man of my dreams, and had traveled to many places. As soon as I graduated in December of 2010 I started to become lost. I didn't know what else to do. Going back to school was out of the question, because I needed a break. I wanted to help support my family in other ways, and I wanted to get back to work, but it wasn't happening. For 2 years I stood at a stand still. There wasn't nothing happening in my life.  Because of this feeling I had done everything that was asked of me... I was done. My soul decided or I should say said, "Well I did everything that was needed of me, now it is time to die.Time to recreate again" So on March 01st I did just that. I died.

I was taken to a tunnel and their I stood still waiting, but as I stood there I heard a voice tell me, "It's Not Your Time Yet" (if you want the full story of this look under archives and see "It's Not Your Time Yet") and I was sent back to my body. If you want to say I was, "Resurrected" then yes that would be a "Label" or "Term" to describe what had just happened to me, but their is more that happened in that tunnel that I didn't know at the time. I just recently found out, so pay close attention so you can understand better.

As I was standing there my soul new that I had done everything that was needed of me. I did all the things that I was set out to do in that life. I completed that chapter in my book and it was time for the book to end so it did. That is why I did. When you are done doing what your soul was set out to accomplish, to experience it decides that it is time to go home so that is what I did, but on my way I was stopped. Kind of like at a stop sign. God was that stop sign. A new task; a new mission was given while I was in that tunnel. Since I, my soul, which is ONE decided that since I wanted to experience something new, with a new mission, I decided to return to the very vessel that I had been using for 29 yrs. My vessel wasn't broken so why re-create myself in another. It was better to just use the same body, and keep the memories so that I could help others if need be, but I wouldn't be the same person. I would be different. Needed for a world that was about to change in more ways than one. A new mission that I accepted when I was in the tunnel. God needed me for another reason, hence I returned back to the very vessel that I had used before, but with a different outlook and different life experience this time around. After realizing all of this I as like, "You gotta be kidden me. That just didn't really happen?"  That is, I died because their wasn't nothing else for me to do. I did everything asked of me. That is why I died and came back to the very vessel, because it was needed of me to return as soon as possible, plus my soul new that I was going to die on that day.  It new subconsciousness that I was going to die on that die, but consciousness I had no idea. All I new was I was stuck and I wasn't going any where for a brick wall stood their. I was done. Finished.

So I woke up which felt like hours, which was a very short time as a different person. After this day I started to try to put the pieces together and what I was sent back for. It is like starting all over again. I had been re-born. Brought to a world that I didn't understand. A world that isn't like the world that I fully remember, which for me is home, "Heaven." Yes I remember Home. I had created it many times and so I fully remember it, and to this day I am able to return to it. If not for this gift I would be lost, lonely, a yearning for it that can isolate you from this reality, because this world goes against everything that I believe in.

Because of the new rebirth I have lost most of my friends and family. I had to learn how to adapt to a different world, to gifts that I didn't remember having before, to those leaving me, to those condemning me, and embracing the new Being that I was to become. Living this life has had it's challenges but I have learned so many new things about the Truth of who we are. Lets just say that much that has been taught and said in this world isn't what it seems. I have to say thought that the one thing that has remained constant is my love for God the creator of this world and all that their is. My faith is stronger for all I am I give to him. My devotion to God is stronger than ever. Because of my gift to hear him more clearly it has made me this way. Nothing that he has said has been wrong. He is TRUTH. HE IS ALL THAT THEIR IS AND ALL THAT THEIR WILL BE.

I have now come to peace with it. The being that I am to become and am is WHO I AM. I can't go back to who I was because that part of my life is over with. Yes I have the memories but everything else is new. What I decided was to experience new things and that is what I am doing. A new journey, a new mission awaits me and for this I am thankful for. A new purpose has been acknowledged and accepted by me and with that I am now on a new path.

Since this has been a long story thus far I just want to say a special thanks to all who have stuck with me through these times because I know I haven't been the easiest person to live with because I experience supernatural things everyday. I want to say thank you to my loving, patient husband Robert and my beautiful children Allyson and Connor. They have kept me sane. They let me be me and my husband has been my rock. Without him I don't know where I would be.

I want to say I love and thank all of those who have stuck with me. To my new friends that I have met in the last year you guys are my rock. You are not only my friends but my family. They know who they are. You all are dear angels to me and we are on a journey together. Even though we are on different paths we are their to support each other. I love each and everyone of you.

Have a wonderful day my friends. Love and Light.

Keep the Faith and Pay it Forward

Keeping the Faith and Pay It Forward

Yesterday I had an amazing experience that literally made my soul happy. Yesterday evening as I was going to go get some fast food, I was walking at our local market. As I walked by the first time I saw two homeless men that were sitting down and chatting. One was an older male with a sling in his arm, and the other was a younger man. As they were chatting I walked by them and said, "Hello," and they replied, "Hello," as well. I went to see if a local movie distributor had a movie I was looking for so they didn't. On my way back to see if my food was ready, I was stopped by the older man, "Ma'am I have a question for you," he said.  I turned around and said, "Yes sir?"  I walked back to him and he asked me, "Ma'am do you have any food to spare because it has been a while since we have eaten?"

I looked the the two individuals and I said, "Let me go in the market, and let me buy something so I may give you some money." As I said this I help up my figure like just wait one minute and I will. As I walked into the market, I proceeded to the soda isle. I hadn't felt well due to a migraine that I had gotten earlier that morning, so it had made me sick on my stomach, so I got me some of that. Then as I proceeded I went directly to the local deli section and they sold fried chicken, vegetables, and all sorts of stuff. As I was walking I was thinking to myself, "This is what God would do. He would help in any way that he can. I will not only get them some food, but also give them some money to help them."

So I told the lady at the counter, "May I get two boxes of 12 piece of mixed chicken please?"
"Sure" she said, "Any thing else?"
"Yes ma'am " I said, "May I also 2 small containers of corn please?" I said with a smile on my face
"Will that be all?" she asked back.
"No ma'am that shall do it" I said.

As I was waiting the lady asked me if I wanted to get a basket because all I was carrying was a 6 pack of drinks, and I needed more room to carry the food. So I asked if I could keep the chicken there waiting as I went to go get a basket, and as she prepared the corn and she had said, "Yes."

To my delight I had every thing that I needed, and as I went to pay I made a direct decision to give these two individuals; children of God some money as well. After I paid I asked the cashier if I could let my stuff stay there, because I didn't get any spoons for the corn, and of course she allowed me to do so. I went and got the spoons, and I made sure that each corn bowl and box of chicken were in separate bags. I felt like a kid on Christmas, but I was the one giving a gift to those that I knew that needed it more than I. It brought me so much joy that I could do this for two people and so I proceeded outside.

I walked a couple of feet from the main entrance and I said, "I bought you guys some food" and I passed them each of their bags. I said, "Now in each bag is some chicken along with some corn and a spoon." I looked up and the younger man was taken back. He said, "Let me give you a hug. Thank you so much. God bless you." As he gave me a hug I could feel his energy. His love that radiated from such  a kind gesture, and much to his surprise someone that actually cared. As he finished giving me a long hug, I proceeded to give the older man a hug as well. I am just a huger and why not give him a hug to. It is like spreading the love from one being to another. With the older man I could sense it had been a while he had even had a hug. Especially from one that gave one willingly with no expectations or anything of that nature. He said, "God bless you, and thank you for all you have done." I then proceeded to give them each a $20.00 bill. The younger man said, "Thank you" again and I said, "God Bless you. God had blessed me so I am here to bless you in anyway that I can." As I started to walk away, I stopped and I made a decision to give them each one of my drinkings. I walked back to the men and I said, "Wait I forgot to do something." The younger man was shocked and said, "What, what." I gave them each one a drink. I said, "Well with that chicken your gonna need something to drink right? Everyone needs something to drink."

As I stood backup the younger man gave me another hug and blessed me again. I blessed him and he asked me for my name and I gave it and he gave me his. They each were at amazement and my soul just felt grateful that I could help in anyway that I could. I walked away and tears wanted to flow. It was tears of happiness and love, and at the same time thinking that we are all God's children and that people should feel loved and accepted and have shelter, food, water, clothing. All of these things God wants for his children. We have all that we need on this planet so no one does with out. As my thoughts started to turn happier I said this is what I am needed to do. I have known this for a long time, but my soul yearns to help my fellow brothers and sisters. I see everyone as me. I see everything around me as me. I honor and respect this world that we call home.

Now by reading this you are probably asking how can you do something like that? Give something to complete strangers and they could do whatever they want with the money like buy drugs or alcohol?

My answer to you is, "Why NOT?" They are our brothers and sisters. Put yourself in their shoes. I do no judging. Human beings do enough of that. I expect nothing from no one. I mean NO ONE. I do things out of the goodness of my heart. I just want to do is right and that is to spread love, happiness, joy, laughter, peace, hope, faith, to anyone I encounter. I want people to know that their are people out their that do care. Yes I don't have enough money but if I can help someone and leave a print on their heart and let them know someone does care then I have done my job. I don't need nothing to be owed back to me for giving some sort of generosity to others. I just want others to be happy.

So, since is now my closing take what you have read and pay it forward. Do a loving thing for someone that has no expectations, no regulations, no contracts, no attachments and do something from the graciousness of your heart. Do what is right in your heart. Not your ego, but your heart. Do what God would do, and if you have trouble figuring that out ask yourself this question, "What would God do?"

With that being said have a wonderful weekend and may you find peace, love, and joy in yourself and spread it to others. Love and light to you all and GOD BLESS

You are an Unlimited Being with endless possibilities

I have been learning from God and angels which they have taught me many things about who I am and who we are as a being of God. I just wanted to take a little time and talk about who you are. You for one are an an unlimited being who can do anything you want to do. You know the phrase, "If you can dream it then you can do it," well that is TRUE. You are an unlimited being with unlimited possibilities. The question is do you believe you are? You have to see that everything that you see you are. The flowers, the sky, the trees, the person who you are talking to in front of you across the table or on the phone, you are speaking to yourself. The consciousness that has been instilled within us is unlimited. You have to open your mind to unlimited possibilities. With you being unlimited you can create the world that you want to surround yourself in. Think of the world that you want. Use key words to describe the world that you want to live in, the places you want to go, the type of occupation you yearn for. Then say all of it. Speak it out loud with your heart and soul. You must feel it within yourself that this will happen, and then imagine it. Keep that image in your head and start to live it. What ever you hearts desire is can and will happen but you must believe in it. Take the phrase, "SEEING IS BELIEVING" and reverse it, "BELIEVING IS SEEING." Once you start to believe it then you will see it. It is within your own DNA to activate this.

With you being an unlimited life form know that the Universe hears you. Whatever you put out their the universe will respond. Keep yourself open at all times to watch for the signs to go from one thing to another, because if you get caught up in emotions especially the negative emotions, it can cloud up what you are suppose to see and hear. Just because you aren't seeing it doesn't mean that it isn't happening because everything that is happening is happening in the now. Just BELIEVE in  yourself and know that you are unlimited. Just as you are part of the Universe. A single peace of star dust you can do whatever you want, which you know that the Universe is endless and its beauty is miraculous.

I would like to add that with this start to make everything you do with a positive intention behind it. Everything you do, every choice that you make, every thought has an intention behind it. Ask the question, "Why am I do this? Is it for me or is it to help someone else? Is it out of the goodness of my heart? Is it pure?" Ask yourself these questions and then you will start to do this without even asking. It will become a natural thing, just as it is lifting up your arm. You don't think you just do it.

With you being unlimited know that God and the Angels and the Ascended Masters such as: Jesus, Mother Mary, Moses, Buddha, Krishna, and many others are by your side. Guiding you through each step of life. Helping you on your path to becoming WHO YOU ARE and WHAT YOUR PURPOSE IS on the planet. Know that you are love and you are light. Watch your thoughts, have fun with life, and know that you can achieve anything that you want to in life.

Please feel free to share this with others. Much love to you all.

It has been a very long time... Time to bring Heaven to Earth

It has been a very long time since the last time I have written on my blog. Since my last post, I have been learning from God and the angels on many things which I will talk about later. My experiences since November has been all but an adventure within itself. It has been an amazing journey thus far and the fun has yet to begin. I have met many wonderful, inspiring people along my journey and I am forever grateful to God for sending those people into my life, for I have learned so much.

Since I started my journey last summer I would like to say that my own conversation with God has not ended. No. God has much to say now for it feels like I am having a case of deja vu all over again. God has started talking to more about what needs to happen in our world and how to start taking the steps as a whole to help get the process going with enlightenment, love, peace, hope, and faith. I want you all to know that those who read this that it is your choice to either help the human race or continue down the path that you are on. But to make one thing clear this world will one day be Heaven. That the love and peace that is needed in this world...WILL BE. It is only a matter of when.

God's dialogue with me has yet to decrease and he has asked me to speak of something which will help us start on our journey to their being a Heaven on Earth. Two nights ago right before going to bed God wanted to have a talk with me about helping humanity and to help start the process that is needed to be ridden of the darkness that exist on the planet that we call Earth. God's words are as followed:

" My children of the light. You don't have to believe in me at this time or throughout the rest of your life. I ask every one of my children to either pray, think, ask for the darkness to be ridden of. Love and peace is what is needed more than ever. Change is needed for humanity and my vision  is for there to be only peace and love. Yes. Whatever you are feeling I am feeling. With that being said, the consciousness of the whole has to want this in order for it to happen. You as a whole must want there to be peace and love on the planet that I have created for you. As a whole after reading this just say, "Please be ridden of the darkness that has overshadowed the love and peace that exist, so that we can live in peace and harmony." You as a whole have more power to be ridden of the darkness than you realize. Once the whole of the world, or the majority of the world has asked for this then start watching  a miracle happen. Yes miracles still do exist whether you believe in them or not. The pain that your world feels I feel and I no longer want to feel like this so it is time for you all as a whole to seek what you want most, which is no more darkness and only light. Take the time and ask, for if you ask you shall receive. The power is in your hands. Let it be known that only love exists for darkness is something that has been created and manifested by other means. I ask all of you to spread the word and let the light, and the Kingdom of Heaven return to a world that has been created for you to live and experience life itself, for this is my gift to you and to myself. May your light shine bright and the love that is within you spread like the wind. From your creator GOD."

With this channeled message take it and spread the word. I know that we as one world can make this possible and that with Gods grace and direction we can make this happen. I can say by my own personal opinion that I want this more than anything and I ask and pray for this everyday, because I know that we as a civilization, and a child of God, and with God in each and everyone of this that we can make this thought a reality. Have a wonderful day Angels. Yes I called you all Angels for that is what you are, and you all are unlimited. Anything is possible so do not limit yourself. Until next time my friends...have a wonderful day. Xx <3 xX