Conversation with Jesus

Good Wednesday to you all. Hope you are having a wonderful day. I have noticed and felt that many changes in the world are happening, and please pray for the world to find a peaceful balance. The world is in chaos in more ways than one, so we need to come and help one another. To show love and compassion as these changes take place.

With that being said I wanted to share with you a conversation I had with Jesus a few months again, because I was going through some things within myself with all the negativity going on and anything that is not good I can't handle the energy.

One day I was talking to a friend and there was a lot of negative things said. I can't handle the negative. As we finished our conversation I went into meditation and there was God. "God I feel so sad. I can't take the negative of what others think you are. Why do so many think you are a vengeful God and only want to hurt your children? It saddens me that people think you are like this" I said with a sad voice.

"Would you like to go home for a little while?" he asked in a loving voice of concern.
"Yes please. I would love to."

When I went back to heaven this was like my second time. I arrived in front of a magnificent water fountain. It was gorgeous and behind the water fountain I could see Jesus talking to someone but I didn't know who and I could only see him.

I ran as quickly as I could and went to embrace him.
"What is wrong sisters?" He asked me as I had my head against his chest. I looked up and said, "Why do people think so negatively about father? What do they think this way?"

"They think that because that is what they have been taught. They think that he will do anything to punish his children and that isn't the case" he said.

As I look up and wiped away the tears I said, "You knew you were going to die didn't you?"
"Yes I knew. I knew from when I was very young. Our paths are similar, but yours will not end like mine. You will not be crucified like I was."

When he said crucified I could see him on the cross I asked him, "When you were there for days you knew where you were going didn't you?"

"Yes I did. I knew I was going home. The pain that I went through was so painful, but as I hung there my mind was home. Because I was home I didn't feel the pain, but when I came back to the physical the pain was ever more excruciating. Many were crying for me, but that was my path...my purpose."

As I saw him on the cross I began to cry once again. The vision was so clear and seeing it from not only the eyes of the people but from his as well. I looked up and he said, "No more tears sister. I am fine. No more tears, no more pain. We are home."

I started to feel better and feel the hope come back into me, because I knew our paths were similar. Before I left he told me one last thing. "All isn't as it seems." I understood and I was back in the physical world.

Even to this day when I see pictures of Jesus or as I call him, Brother, I still become saddened and I want to start crying. I felt the inside of me weeping that such a thing happened, but I knew he made the Ultimate Sacrifice. Each time these feeling come back he says, "Do not weep. I am safe and well. No more tears for I am home." I can see him when he says this and then the sadness fades, because each time I see him he is happy with a smile on his face. He is one of my teachers, for he is part of my path.

You may not believe anything that I say but it is the truth. Many say I am a con artist and just want attention. That I don't see or hear any such thing, that all is false. I am no ordinary human and I know this. I live in the physical world and the spiritual world. This is who I am. Don't let those around you make you want to be like them. Be true to who you are. Stand up for yourself and say, "This is who I am. I will not change because you want me to be someone I'm not" and if they leave it was for a reason. If they stay it is because they respect you. They love you for who you are, even though they may not agree they stand by you. I think most of you who read this have experienced this at some point in your life. I have lost many friends due to my gifts and visions, but I will not change. I bring hope and peace and that is Who I AM.

I hope when you read my writings that you to feel hope and peace. Most of all I hope that you feel loved. We are all brothers and sisters. I pass no judgments for I know where everyone is going after this life. So always be TRUE to who you are and love yourself.

Love and Peace to you all. Until again my brothers and sisters have a wonderful week.

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World Out Of Control

Hello All:

Hope you all had a wonderful weekend and week thus far. I apologize for not writing in the last week and a half. The Angels, God, and the Master Spirits had put me on restriction because I wasn't taking care of myself and focusing so much on others, and I didn't take a time out for myself. Plus, I was sick and had to get well.  So remember to always take time for yourself, and then you are able to concentrate and help others.

In the last week I have seen what has escalated in our world all around, and I have to say that I find it very irresponsible and ignorant that individuals want to cause chaos, havoc, death, destruction, and in all not thinking. God has spoken and has said the following:

God: Those who are a Foreigner in the  Middle East or Northern Africa need to leave. It not safe and the worse have yet to come. This is no longer about a movie; this is about making an excuse to hurt others. To kill others because you are not educated about other societies and the communication barrier is lost. Those who are experiencing this up rise needs to make a choice. Those of you who want freedom, freedom of speech, and seek to love yourself you need to decide if you want to stay or leave. This will be a decision that will eventually take place. Those who want to leave… leave. You have freedom of choice for that is a gift I have given you. Those you seek freedom, should be helped. Just don’t sit around and not help those that want freedom and are in disagreement with the hatred. Help.

Your world has fallen into a trap that you all are responsible for. You are not educated about other societies and cultures. You are told the worse of things, and aren't told about those that are good. Your world has became one huge mess, and it is only going to get worse I am sorry to say, until you all start to listen. You see your biggest problem is your communication barrier. You turn those that are uneducated against those that are. You use them for your own good and will, and you are not listening or helping any situation. You are making the situation worse.

I see in your world a large influence of the ego. Yes the EGO. Most of you are so in tuned to your ego that you no longer listen to me. If you listen to me and you intuition then you wouldn't be where you are now. Your Ego is your worst enemy. You have made a mess of things, and I will say this that changes is coming.

May I remind you that you are responsible for your actions and only you. What you put out into the universe will be sent back to you. If you want to create chaos you will create it. If you want to send out love, love will be sent back to you. Do you see the pattern? For every action there is a positive and negative reaction just like Sir Issac Newton said. You haven't listened to the Masters of the pass. 

Wake up children because your world is changing. The dawn of the New Age will take place near the end of the year. Many will have a spiritual awakening and many will not. There will be many divides throughout your world. Your world is going to be tested to its highest degree. Not by me, but from what you have created. Decisions are going to have to be made. Sacrifices are going to have to be made. Your whole world is going to have to make a decision together if you want to fix your world. 

In order for you to become what you don't won't to be, you must first experience it. I will say that hope will be coming, but only on my time, and not yours. You have to start working together and quit acting like children.fighting over a toy. Learn from your children. You will be amazed at what they can teach you. 

So my children please start listening and letting yourself find your higher self. Instead of arguing speak to me, listen to me. I am only but a thought/word away. Start inspiring yourself to finding you highest purpose to finding the path that you need keep going. To discovering why you were put on this planet in the first place. When you start this you will see change not only in yourself, but from those around you. You must take this step first. No one is going to do it for you. Only YOU can do this. Please stop fighting, and listen.

Heaven Awaits

   GOD: Heaven awaits for all of you. It is a place of beauty and elegance. Once you Soul has decided that it can no longer fulfill it's purpose you will return to me. You will stand by me in the heavens by my side. We will become One again. My children.... Heaven Awaits you.

    The thoughts of condemnation stayed in my thoughts all the time. I kept asking myself, "Have they forgotten who I was? Did they not even consider my thoughts or feeling?" These are relative questions that one ask when you are going through a tough time in your life. It is in times like these when you truly find out who your real friends are.

   So as I was driving home from physical therapy I was listening to our current christian radio station, WAY-FM and a song came on the radio. The artist was Jeremy Camp and he was singing the song, "There Will Be A Day". During the verse, "There will be a day, with no more tears, no more pain, and no more fears" I was given a vision.

   The Vision: God showed me an entrance to a Holy place. The light was so bright, that I could not see anything in the distance. As I stood there there was a man to my right. He was dressed in a white flow robe and he had brown hair. Around him was an aura of white light. I could not make out any facial features, but I knew that this man was of high importance. 

   The man, who I think was God, swung his arm out over the landscape; like a butler would do, when greeting a visitor to come in. He said to me, "This will be your home." God had shown me the Light.

   Tears start to appear in my eyes and emotions start to feel in my heart and soul. They were tears of joy and happiness, because I knew that God didn't have to show me the Light or Heaven. It wasn't time for me to see all of heaven, because it wasn't my time yet, but he had shown me the Light. Thus he had showed me my home. 

   

   I knew then that no matter what others said to me I knew where my home would be after this life. I no longer felt condemned and no fears of going to Hell, for God had answered my ultimate question. Would I be condemned or sent to Hell for what was happening to me? After all this time of wondering what would happen to me he not only told me but I had the vision to show me, and for that I am forever grateful and blessed.

   To this day I am blessed for what he has shown me. I say to myself and to others the following statements. So do you want God to strike me dead for the things that you consider lies and demons that are going on in my life? Do you want to condemn me to hell as well? 

   The answers to these questions are: I have already died and I was brought back to teach you the truth of God and what lye's beyond this world, what happens at death, and to awaken Gods Children to remind them of who you really are. Second you can condemn me all you want and say all I am telling you are lies and the spirits are demons, but I know where I am going. I am going home to the heavens. 

   I forgive those that have said all these negative and hurtful things to me. God gives us free choice of our own decisions and thoughts, and for that I will respect. For God has changed my life forever. I am not who I once was for what has happened to me can not be broken. I have a purpose and I will fulfill my purpose and my Path.

   God: From what you have just read is all true. I showed Casey her home, because others did not believe in what she was saying. In the darkest of days I am the light. You all are my children and there is no need in condemning others for what is going on with them in there lives. You all have free choice, for this is what I have given to you. Casey's purpose is much higher than most. Her soul decided to come back to teach what is the truth and what isn't. She is the truth and the way. Follow her. What has happened to her can not be broken. She is the highest of awareness of who she is and she is to help all my children to Awaken. She has already brought change to many and she will continue on this path for it is her Purpose or what most of you consider to be her Destiny. My children I send you teachers, she is to be one of those teachers. Listen that you to can awaken to Who You Really Are. Awaken for you will be free and you will live in love, peace and harmony.

Remember Those In Aurora, CO

   I would like to start off with a prayer so if you can take a moment to do so. 

   Prayer: Lord please watch and take care of those that are going through a tough time understanding what transpired in last weeks fatal shooting. Help the families that are grieving and seeking to find answers as to why this had to happen to not only them but to there community. Lay your healing hands on those that have survived and were injured in Aurora, for they did not deserve any of this. Talk to them father and help show them that through this darkness you are the light. And father for those that aren't no longer with us, because of a mans actions of violence, let them see the light so that they may stand beside you in the heavens and the universe for they are back with there father and creator. For they are no longer suffering or in pain. And please oh Heavenly Father help show and guide the shooter. I know that he did wrong and that he is lost. Help show him the way. And lastly help all of us become aware of you and your love through this difficult time, for what happens to one person affects us all for we are your children. In Jesus name Amen.

   Thank you for taking the time to pray. The power of prayer can help so many if we all do it together. It is very powerful.

   I have been hesitant to post a conversation that I had with Father (God), because I was afraid of what others will think about the conversation. Can this conversation be controversial it sure can, because unless you have died like have you see things differently others would not understand. But I have decided to post it because we all aren't doing enough to prevent things like this from happening. 

   I do want to make one thing clear first. What this individual did was wrong, yet there are other factors behind his actions that a normal eye would not see. Second: For those that are grieving for your loved ones who have crossed to the other side. I want you to know that the place they are at is unlike this place. They are with our Father and they are by his side. I know because I have been there twice. And third: You can talk to those that have passed all you have to do is believe and they will give you answers that they are alright. Believe and have faith.

The Conversation:

   Me: God why did this have to happen, what was the purpose?

GOD: It was premeditated. There were many red flags and they were ignored. This could have been prevented if only others took had acted to have stopped it. You see that in this young mans life he had many problems. He was crying for help way before this tragic event even took place and nothing was done to help he.He was ignored and so he was a ticking time bomb waiting to go off, and this was the result of his actions.

Me: We are all mad at this young man for what he did. He took countless lives for nothing he should have to die for what he has done. His actions went way to far.

GOD: Ahh but you see like you and many others you want to blame this one individual when it is many who are responsible for this tragedy. The signs were there and ignored. You see humans only consider themselves and not others. If this young man had received help this would have been prevented. Be mad at him for this is a normal emotion but also consider those that knew something, and yet they did nothing.

ME: Why did 12 people have to die, because of this horrific action due to this man?

GOD: There souls knew they wouldn't survive, hence the soul knows that its purpose is done. There soul was ready to come home for they are no longer in pain for what this young man did to them. They are now with me.

ME: How can we stop this from happening again?

GOD: Well first you have to look at your world. You live in a world where the actions of one man should be punished when in fact there are many who are just as fault. You have to look at all the variables of one's actions. Many cry out for help in different ways, thus you have this tragedy.
    I'll refer to another tragedy in you world, the Sandusky trial. Many knew what was going on and they did nothing to stop it. All the signs were there and you didn't do anything because you let your ego get in the way. You only think about yourselves and not for others. So now you are punishing kids that had nothing to do with it just so you can teach a lesson.   

   You see when you give an individual power they will use it, because they know they can get away with anything. Remember we are all one. When a tragedy like this happens you all feel the pain. When you see the signs of violence stop it before it happens. Quit living as individuals and come as one. Instead of ignoring people when they need help, take it upon yourself to help them.
    In your history this has happened more times than once. You set back and let the worse happen, and then you wake up and say, "Oh now we need to interfere." Don't you understand how many lives you can save by helping others. Stop living as separate individuals and live as one. We are all connected. 

   After reading this I finally understood somethings about ourselves. Even after my own death I am still learning, but the one thing that remains constant is that Father's (God's) love never changes. He will always love us. So keep believing of a better tomorrow. Keep the faith so that God can shine through each and every one of us. And of course pray, for prayer is a very valuable tool that we all have.

   In love and Light have a good night.

 

The Beginning....

   On August 22nd, 2011 I was waiting for the exciting news of my niece. My family lives in many different states, so when the news came that my niece was to be born, we were all over joyed. We had been waiting for her to make a grand entrance into the world of Life. Little did I know, that in the same day I would also suffer a loss.

   Later that afternoon I had received a phone call from my parents that my grandma (who we called "Granny") had to be rushed to the emergency room. She wasn't in good shape and things did not seem to be getting any better with her health. The doctors were telling the family that loved ones should come in from out of town. Her end was drawing near.

   I grieved over the fact that I could not make it to the hospital. We live in Charleston, SC and with my own medical issues I knew I couldn't make it to Winston-Salem, NC. It was really hard on me. Here I am sitting in my apartment with joyious news of new born niece, and the reality that I was loosing a precious grandma. I was experiencing Life & Death all in the same day.

   As I sat at my computer and waiting for family to post pictures or updates on Facebook about my new niece, I was also feeling the guilt. I hated the fact that I couldn't make it. I was getting updates also from my parents about my granny and the news was growing more grim with each passing hour. And so, along with my husband and children we waited. Little did I know though that granny would make an appearance.

   Here is when my life changed. Again I was sitting at the computer, when I heard a voice. I looked to my right and no one was there. They were saying, "Casey, Casey, Casey". I then looked around still nothing, then the voice got louder, " Casey they have to let me go, they have to let me go, it is time". I knew then who it was. My granny was coming to me as a spirit. Since I wasn't there with her physical body she came to me ask her true spirit. Her voice kept getting louder, " Casey tell them to let me go, I don't like this, Tell them to let me go". I knew what she meant.

   Before calling my parents I was crying in full force. I couldn't understand why she was coming to me. Then I thought that she knew I would listen. Granny was the type of person that you did as she said. No if, and, or buts about it you did it. She would keep repeating the same words until I made that phone call.

   I then got the courage, made the phone call and told them. My dad answered and he said, " her blood pressure looked good, she was hooked up to ventilators, and her color seemed to come back". I had said,  "Granny came to me and said it was time for her to go". I don't think people believed me, because when you love someone it is hard to let those go, especially to death.

   I finished my conversation and once we said bye and hung up the phone a calmness came over me. It was like the calmness after a storm.I knew then she was gone. In my reality granny passed away on August 22nd, 2011, but by hospital time it was August 23rd, 2011.

   To this day I felt that I let her down. She was ready to go and there was nothing that I could do about it. I had let the one person who had helped me through some dark times, who listened to me and didn't judge me, I let her down. She trusted me with one simple thing, and I let her down.

   After many months of looking back I wondered why me. I think that it may had been that I am ready for the afterlife. I accepted death over 10 years ago. Once you accept something as death, then you are able to let people know it is OK. I think also she came to me, because everyone was preparing for her burial and the loss of a mother, grandmother, and great grandmother.

   Little did I know though, that she had opened a door. A door that could only live in your imagination. A gift so big that only those that choose to believe will. Because of her coming to me in spirit form and trusting me with one thing lead to something that I never thought " A Gift from GOD".

   And so I will continue on another day. Always when you least expect something a glorious thing can happen. In the darkest days a light will emerge. Life does not end after this, it only begins.

  This is the beginning of my story....