Keep the Faith and Pay it Forward

Keeping the Faith and Pay It Forward

Yesterday I had an amazing experience that literally made my soul happy. Yesterday evening as I was going to go get some fast food, I was walking at our local market. As I walked by the first time I saw two homeless men that were sitting down and chatting. One was an older male with a sling in his arm, and the other was a younger man. As they were chatting I walked by them and said, "Hello," and they replied, "Hello," as well. I went to see if a local movie distributor had a movie I was looking for so they didn't. On my way back to see if my food was ready, I was stopped by the older man, "Ma'am I have a question for you," he said.  I turned around and said, "Yes sir?"  I walked back to him and he asked me, "Ma'am do you have any food to spare because it has been a while since we have eaten?"

I looked the the two individuals and I said, "Let me go in the market, and let me buy something so I may give you some money." As I said this I help up my figure like just wait one minute and I will. As I walked into the market, I proceeded to the soda isle. I hadn't felt well due to a migraine that I had gotten earlier that morning, so it had made me sick on my stomach, so I got me some of that. Then as I proceeded I went directly to the local deli section and they sold fried chicken, vegetables, and all sorts of stuff. As I was walking I was thinking to myself, "This is what God would do. He would help in any way that he can. I will not only get them some food, but also give them some money to help them."

So I told the lady at the counter, "May I get two boxes of 12 piece of mixed chicken please?"
"Sure" she said, "Any thing else?"
"Yes ma'am " I said, "May I also 2 small containers of corn please?" I said with a smile on my face
"Will that be all?" she asked back.
"No ma'am that shall do it" I said.

As I was waiting the lady asked me if I wanted to get a basket because all I was carrying was a 6 pack of drinks, and I needed more room to carry the food. So I asked if I could keep the chicken there waiting as I went to go get a basket, and as she prepared the corn and she had said, "Yes."

To my delight I had every thing that I needed, and as I went to pay I made a direct decision to give these two individuals; children of God some money as well. After I paid I asked the cashier if I could let my stuff stay there, because I didn't get any spoons for the corn, and of course she allowed me to do so. I went and got the spoons, and I made sure that each corn bowl and box of chicken were in separate bags. I felt like a kid on Christmas, but I was the one giving a gift to those that I knew that needed it more than I. It brought me so much joy that I could do this for two people and so I proceeded outside.

I walked a couple of feet from the main entrance and I said, "I bought you guys some food" and I passed them each of their bags. I said, "Now in each bag is some chicken along with some corn and a spoon." I looked up and the younger man was taken back. He said, "Let me give you a hug. Thank you so much. God bless you." As he gave me a hug I could feel his energy. His love that radiated from such  a kind gesture, and much to his surprise someone that actually cared. As he finished giving me a long hug, I proceeded to give the older man a hug as well. I am just a huger and why not give him a hug to. It is like spreading the love from one being to another. With the older man I could sense it had been a while he had even had a hug. Especially from one that gave one willingly with no expectations or anything of that nature. He said, "God bless you, and thank you for all you have done." I then proceeded to give them each a $20.00 bill. The younger man said, "Thank you" again and I said, "God Bless you. God had blessed me so I am here to bless you in anyway that I can." As I started to walk away, I stopped and I made a decision to give them each one of my drinkings. I walked back to the men and I said, "Wait I forgot to do something." The younger man was shocked and said, "What, what." I gave them each one a drink. I said, "Well with that chicken your gonna need something to drink right? Everyone needs something to drink."

As I stood backup the younger man gave me another hug and blessed me again. I blessed him and he asked me for my name and I gave it and he gave me his. They each were at amazement and my soul just felt grateful that I could help in anyway that I could. I walked away and tears wanted to flow. It was tears of happiness and love, and at the same time thinking that we are all God's children and that people should feel loved and accepted and have shelter, food, water, clothing. All of these things God wants for his children. We have all that we need on this planet so no one does with out. As my thoughts started to turn happier I said this is what I am needed to do. I have known this for a long time, but my soul yearns to help my fellow brothers and sisters. I see everyone as me. I see everything around me as me. I honor and respect this world that we call home.

Now by reading this you are probably asking how can you do something like that? Give something to complete strangers and they could do whatever they want with the money like buy drugs or alcohol?

My answer to you is, "Why NOT?" They are our brothers and sisters. Put yourself in their shoes. I do no judging. Human beings do enough of that. I expect nothing from no one. I mean NO ONE. I do things out of the goodness of my heart. I just want to do is right and that is to spread love, happiness, joy, laughter, peace, hope, faith, to anyone I encounter. I want people to know that their are people out their that do care. Yes I don't have enough money but if I can help someone and leave a print on their heart and let them know someone does care then I have done my job. I don't need nothing to be owed back to me for giving some sort of generosity to others. I just want others to be happy.

So, since is now my closing take what you have read and pay it forward. Do a loving thing for someone that has no expectations, no regulations, no contracts, no attachments and do something from the graciousness of your heart. Do what is right in your heart. Not your ego, but your heart. Do what God would do, and if you have trouble figuring that out ask yourself this question, "What would God do?"

With that being said have a wonderful weekend and may you find peace, love, and joy in yourself and spread it to others. Love and light to you all and GOD BLESS

God Speaks: Learning a Lesson on Judgeing Others:

God:

My children today let’s talk about judgment. I've spoken of this before but now it is time to look at it in another view point. Most of you judge others by their class in society, by who they are, and how much one makes. Judging is something that you are taught by others by either parents, grandparent, or even relationships wither it be friends or others. You learn from your peers and so you have a tendency to learn the negatives by others. In your world the society is divided. You look at race, ethnics, sexuality, and gender as a means to judge.

   Now most of you say well I don't judge so don't say that. Let’s just get one thing straight in some way shape or form you do judge others, and you base that person off of your own judgments. Before getting to know someone you have the tendency to already have your mind made up if you want to either talk to that person or not. The ego is saying, "Don't you talk to that homeless man or woman because they are dirty and they will spend your money for drugs or alcohol." Now the soul would say, "Show that man or female love and compassion. Let them know that they are loved and that no matter what they are a child of God." Do you see the difference in answers? The ego is the indicator of what not to be and the soul is what to be. You set limitations and restrictions on others, because you feel that if you do they won't do something, but your complete thinking is incorrect. Don't put restrictions on relationships. Now you’re saying, "Well how can that be?" Use this analogy when you tell a child No you mean no, but immediately when you have turned your back or walked in another room, they go right for the things you told them no. This is a restriction. Now if you tell that person if you touch that it will hurt and you'll get a booboo, and mommy and daddy don't want you to get it. The child learns that you care for them, and you have showed them love. Some people don't know what love is. They have never been loved, or they have been hurt by a love that was toxic. Love is something that you all need to experience. Maybe the homeless man that you consider a drug dealer came to your world and its mission was to feel love, and when you happen to stop by him and say" here take this 10 dollars and get some food and drink, and by the way no matter what you are going through you are loved." You see a small gesture just as that has a rippled effect life no other. This person gave $10 to someone, and because of that they have just had a moment of love. You didn't set limitations on the money instead you showed love. You didn't pass any judgments on them, and you showed them love. Just as a single pebble creates a ripple effect so does love.

   I set no judgments because your soul decided what it wanted to experience before it took physical form. You blame the person for all of their mistakes when it should be you helping them in the life lessons that they are to have learned while they are still in physical form. Much can be learned from the transitions and life lessons. I judge no one, so you should judge no one. I created you out of love for you are love.

   So now I have a little life lesson for you. Go to work or school today and live in self awareness. Go talk to the person that you find to be odd or uninterested to you. It could be a co-worker or a person at school who you have never talked to before and you've made fun of. Instead of looking at their flaws, find out what they have to offer that is in a positive way. You may be surprised as to what you may find out. As you do this lesson don't pass judgments, don’t make one negative comment about them. Love for the goodness in one. At the end of the day write about what you learned about that person, and as you look at it you may be amazed as to what you learned about not only yourself but the life lesson that he/she just taught you. Do you think you can do this for one day? To pass judgement on someone that you never considered being a friend? If you do this exercise you have just learned a valid life lesson. Post your experiences and what you learned. This is the Creator/God?Source?Infinity speaking. To all of my children with love and hope anything is possible.

Message to ALL: Becoming ONE

Well I was going to write today about a conversation I had with Mother Mary, but God had other plans. He has a message for all. He writes through my filter, but this is for all of his children all over the world. So when you see words like Harvard or Brooklyn these are just schools and cities I am familiar with in the United States. All that I write about is for the WORLD. Here is his message. Read it and really think about it.

Can you image living in a world were you are closer to your family and divorce didn't exist? See you the problem is in your world is that you are so focused on money, work, and what others think that you forget the most import which are building your relationships. Now this is what i am suggesting on your planet. Get rid of the currency and make it even for all. You start to work together as one a

and you are able to pay attention to those around you. You are able to love and build the relationships that you want. You no longer have to deal with financial means because you'll be working together. You will be able to have children, live the life you want and desire, you are able to make your own schedule and find self empowerment from within. 

You will be inspired to help others and concentrate on you. See all of this means to bring out the You and to find the divine from within yourself. When you let go of the worlds issues then you can concentrate on what is important. The reason why your relationships fail is lack of communication, lack of being together and forming a body of two people as one. a bond of love a, trust and acceptance. You are able to help raise your children and show them love and guidance. One day this will all happen. One day you will forget your e materialistic things and you will start to communicate more. It will be where there is no divide in Rich or Poor. There will be unity. It will be a world where race does not exist, but unity will. It will be a unity of all for all is one. You must understand this in order to evolve into the highest consciousness of one and those who are already awakening already know this. Look within yourself to see the highest of your potential.

 A lot has been hidden from you. Technology can be developed by it won't due to your political and money financial system. You don't have to live the way that you are. Work together to bring a better tomorrow. During the civil rights movement white and black people came together. They said, "If they can't come to school, use the same facilities that we do then we won't go to that school or restaurant, etc.." You said, "No more" and then the civil rights act was made. Poor children should get the same education as rich children. A child going to Harvard should say that if the poorest child who has worked hard and lives on the South side of Brooklyn can't go then I won't go. Come together. Fight to be one. Quite separating yourselves. Don't you see that your not moving forward but backwards. Step up and take a stand. This is needed. Instead of uniting your dividing. Be come the ONE. Become the world that is so desperately needed so that you can continue to live. Quite the fighting, the separation, just STOP. Look at your brothers and sisters and say "I am sorry for what I have done to you for what I say about you I say about myself." 

You are a reflection of each other, and until you see this your problems on your planet will continue. I created each of you for a specific reason. You all have natural born gifts. Use them, listen to them, follow the path that you were destined to live. Follow the path of peace and love and compassion. Become ONE. Start to listen my children I love you and this is what needs to happen. Please or I will have to come back and fix the mess that has been created so that I can help you back on the right path. No it will not be judgement day. And no no end of the world. But I am watching you and I will come back. Don't loose hope for hope is never lost. It is just hidden. I love you my children. Never forget that. You may give up on me but I will NEVER give up on you. Many blessings and love to you all. Your father/Creator/Source?Divine from within the GOD.

Video of Change: Pass on the word

Here is a video that someone created. It is a video of truth. I did not make this video I am positing it because it is the Truth. I'll be writing more about this on How To Save The World Post.The person who made this video was truthfully touched by God and has put it in video form. I applaud all who are getting the word out. Every human being needs to see this video and God means EVERY HUMAN BEING. Support the person who made this video.

God says send this video to every person you know. This is the message that billions of people need to know and see and it is the TRUTH. I will be writing about this next on How To Save The Planet.....I am lectured by God on this topic all the time...

http://youtu.be/8evDIIRBv-4


I did not make this video I just want to make this clear. I'll be writing about it though.

How To Save Your Planet Part 3: Saving the Oceans

Saving your planet #3: Protect your oceans.

God Speaks:

Lets recap shall we on the first 2 things.
1. Back to basics: Learn how to build a fire, build shelter, have supplies.
2. Community Gardens: Start constructing many gardens, because the rise in produce is going to happen.

Now I want you to pay attention because each and everyone of you need to listen. Now I will refer to the US as examples only because Casey's filter is mostly US, but this implies to everyone in the world.

I have created oceans for you all enjoy. The oceans support animal and plant life, which is part of your ecosystem and from what I have been observing is in danger. I am referring to the fact that your world is messing with my oceans when it comes to your need for oil.

You have yet to understand the importance it is that no more oil is to be drilled in the oceans in the sea. You have yet to learn from the previous mistakes that have taken place, because you continue to make the same mistakes. The companies and individuals involved are cutting corners to environmental stands and protections because the paper work is too long to fill out. That inspectors have to look at each individual part to make sure there isn't a faulty mechanism, so that it doesn't pollute or destroy all that are dependent of the oceans.

So these policies and procedures to speed up the procedure many of the inspectors are skipping the important things and no one is saying anything about it. Have you forgotten the tanker spill in Alaska, the spill in the Gulf Coast, the tanker spill in New Zealand. It doesn't take a year or two to clean up the damage that has been caused by such carelessness. No it takes decades or even centuries for ecosystems to repopulate, for new life to be formed and brought back. Did you just hear what I said it takes DECADES or even CENTURIES to fix what you have done, because you wanted to cut corners. Accept and take responsibility for your actions, and start being truthful about what has happened.

Now with that said, when you start to jeopardize the oceans you start to effect the ocean and wild life. Mammals depend on the oceans for food, as well as wild life such as birds, reptiles, and amphibians. You are putting at risk these creatures that I have created so that the system doesn't break, and yet you still continue to take risk. I am speaking of oil now because your governments, corporations, and individuals are telling you there isn't enough oil to go around. They are WRONG. I have provided you with more than enough resources and energy to use, but because money talks they will continue to create false information about this. Oh my children it is bigger than they are telling you a lot bigger.

It is only a matter of when, the major disaster happens, and when it does it will be very difficult to recover. Your drinking water will be contaminated from a disaster this big. It is time to start changing how you depend on only oil and start using other clean energy resources I have provided you.

The process of using solar rays from the sun has begun, but because of the equipment that is used many can't afford it. It is time to stop using money as an excuse and start making this a resource. Companies who built such technology for this energy to be used, you need to set lower rates. This is a valuable resource, and I want to see more of it, but everyone has to work together and make it affordable.

The other resource is your wind. This is a powerful resource, which is now starting to take off. I am proud of those who are allowing wind turbines to be used on there land. Let me rephrase this is my land we are all one remember. Wind is a very valuable resource there will never be a lack in wind or the sun. Start making it affordable for others to use. It starts from the bottom up to make these changes. It will take years for everyone to use these resources it isn't going to happen over night, but it needs to start now.

Let me get back to the ocean, pollution in the water is damaging sea life. Recycling needs to be every where. Every individual, company, organization, government need to make this a mandatory. The pollution is getting so bad that it will become an epidemic of it's self. Start reusing all that you have. You don't need a knew water bottle for everyday of the week. It takes centuries for plastic to break down, and at the same time it is in your oceans killing wild and sea life.

It all happens with you. It all starts with you. Time to make drastic changes so that your planet can sustain longer. Time to call out those who are hiding so that they can make a profit. Money speaks my children more now than every. Greed is the shadow that no one wants to see threw, but speaking out has an effect as well.

Speak up, let your voice be heard. You all have a voice so use it. Time to live in a world that is transparent. Time to live in a world that is the reality and not the denial that you have lived in for centuries. Denial has gotten you to this place, time to face the facts and get to work. Remember it only takes one person to cause a movement. Become that movement..become the change that is so drastically needed. Become..Believe..Be aware...

I went and researched of the worst oil spills in history and let this be a testament that we need to do more, and take responsibility and change our world for the greater good.

• Gulf War, 1991: Kuwait: Gallons: 240 to 336 Million

• Ixtoc 1 Oil Well, 1979: Bay of Campeche, Mexico: Gallons: 140 Million

• Atlantic Empress, 1979: Trinidad and Tobago, West Indies: Gallons: 88.3 Million

• Fergana Valley, 1992: Uzbekistan: Gallons: 87.7 Miliion

• Nowruz Oil Field, 1983: Persian Gulf 80 Million

• ABT Summer, 1991: Off the coast of Angola: Gallons: 80 Million

• Castillo de Beliver, 1983: Off Saldanha Bay, South Africa: Gallons: 78.5 Million

• Amoco Cadiz, 1978: Off Brittany, France: Gallons: 68.7 Million

• Odyssey Oil Spill, 1988: 700 nautical miles off the coast of Nova Scotia, Canada: Gallons: 43 Million

• M/T Haven Tanker, 1991: Genoa, Italy: Gallons: 42 Million

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  Read more: 10 Biggest Oil Spills in History - Popular Mechanics
  

   

Mother Mary speaks, and visions of Noah and the Ark

Last night I had some hurtful things said to me, because most people are believing anything that I am saying about our planet, and that God can type through em. I took these comments to heart, where as, I should have ignored them and take them with a grain of salt.

 One person said, "It's a shame he isn't teaching someone who can make it happen though. I really would have thought, being God, he would know who to tell...

When this question was said I felt a huge abundance of energy shoot through me like a rocket shooting into the air. God was coming to answer this question and he wasn't to happy, because many are not taking life serious about our planet. Here is what he said:

God SPEAKS: I am telling you now my children. Read the words she says and follow. There is no joking going on here. If you want to that is your choice and your choice alone. I have sent messengers and teachers to you all and you don't listen; now you have a teacher a messenger and you are mocking her. If you listen to her she can help prepare you for what is to come. But the path you are all heading on is a bad that is leading to your complete disaster of your whole world. And I mean you have the capabilities to kill yourselves. Listen to her and others alike. She can help you learn and tell you what it is that needs to be done. This my children is no joke. IF you want to live start listening and Listen NOW. 

I want to remind everyone that he was speaking through me when he said this and I felt energy like no other. I have only felt this strong energy from the Holy Ghost only one other time. This energy was strong, but luckily not as strong as the first time. I am not making this stuff up.

As he was typing through me, I could feel my fingers moving a hundred mph typing. I have never typed that quickly and that fast in my entire life. When he concluded I was still in a trans state I start to shake, and going in and out of consciousness. My right arm continued to shake uncontrollably as he continued to speak to me.

"They have got to listen, and you are going to help." Eventually they will listen, don't give up" he said.

 After this was said many others have mocked what I have said and I broke down into tears, because of those being disrespectful that was thrown my way in words.As I cried Mother Mary (Virgin Mary) came to console me. She said, "Jesus cried many nights because the things he was saying no one believed in him. With time it gets better. I was so blessed to have such a son as he" she said with the most loving voice. 

I was also shown a vision of Noah and his ark. He did what God told him to do, but others didn't believe him and then the great flood happened. Regaurdless what others said he continued to do Gods work. 

Being shown these visions and Mother Mary coming I felt a lot better. Like Jesus and Noah I will not give up, no matter what comes my way. I will continue to do Gods work for that is why I was brought back. I will listen to God and the Master of life and continue to live towards my goal of bringing awareness about saving our planet, and helping those understand the spiritual world. All is not lost, just as God doesn't give up on his children, I will not give up on you.

Hope you all have a wonderful week, for I am completing a book that I am writing about life after death. My whole story. Show love to all including who you consider enemy, for we are all Gods children.

Many blessings _/\_

Stop Condemning....

   I want to be clear on one thing about this blog I am not a Liar. Everything that I have posted has happened to me and I have been guided by God is a truth. If I was lying about my story do you really think that I would have been writing this? The answer to this question is NO. I am not a liar.

   The purpose of this blog is to bring awareness to who we are, words of love, and words of inspiration. If you want to condemn me to Hell go ahead for I know where I am going at it is not hell. If you want lighting to strike me dead for the words that I post on here that is OK, for I have already died and I was brought back for a purpose.

   Everyone has there own free will of there own opinions, but you have to say to yourself why do I fear so much? What am I fearing the most?

   GOD: It could be the truth that you don't want accept. Those who fear who they really are will throw out negative energy because that is all they know. You see that when you put fear into someone they find it hard to find love within themselves. But when you start accepting love, you no longer fear. In this day and age most of you fear for Who You Are. You fear the truth as to what humanity has bestowed open this planet that you call home. You have no reality of what is good for you anymore, for you let others influence Who You Are. Life is not meant to be feared, it is to be experienced and Loved. In times like these help each other, for when you give to someone, you are also giving to yourself, and that is what Love is. Accept each other as Your True Self. Words of hate and fear will get you no where, for all it does is hold you back. Despite all the judging you do onto others I still love you. I still guide you. You need to start looking at you self. What Casey has done is about love. She has done nothing wrong. Didn't Jesus heal those with his hands for those that were blind, those that were crippled, for those that were in time of need. Those that asked for help received his gift, and yet you can not see what others have or what you even have. Accept who you truly are for I am with you and you are with me. My children Love one another. Do not let you egos get in the way, for the ego and the mind are one powerful tool. Listen to me, listen to Holy Spirit, that is in each and every one of of you. What has happened to Casey and those like her have awaken, and you have to listen to yourselves as well. There are no demons talking to those with gifts, for when you were young you could see spirits as well and by the age of 5 it disappears. You all have healing capabilities and gifts. No one needs to be condemned or say that your going to Hell. For there is no hell, because you humans, my children create your own Hell. I have no need to do that. Show love and compassion to your sisters and brothers. Stop the hate. This has gone on for centuries and you still have not listened to me or the signs of guidance that I have bestowed upon you. You are my children and it is time that you become One. With love your father, GOD. 

  

Heaven Awaits

   GOD: Heaven awaits for all of you. It is a place of beauty and elegance. Once you Soul has decided that it can no longer fulfill it's purpose you will return to me. You will stand by me in the heavens by my side. We will become One again. My children.... Heaven Awaits you.

    The thoughts of condemnation stayed in my thoughts all the time. I kept asking myself, "Have they forgotten who I was? Did they not even consider my thoughts or feeling?" These are relative questions that one ask when you are going through a tough time in your life. It is in times like these when you truly find out who your real friends are.

   So as I was driving home from physical therapy I was listening to our current christian radio station, WAY-FM and a song came on the radio. The artist was Jeremy Camp and he was singing the song, "There Will Be A Day". During the verse, "There will be a day, with no more tears, no more pain, and no more fears" I was given a vision.

   The Vision: God showed me an entrance to a Holy place. The light was so bright, that I could not see anything in the distance. As I stood there there was a man to my right. He was dressed in a white flow robe and he had brown hair. Around him was an aura of white light. I could not make out any facial features, but I knew that this man was of high importance. 

   The man, who I think was God, swung his arm out over the landscape; like a butler would do, when greeting a visitor to come in. He said to me, "This will be your home." God had shown me the Light.

   Tears start to appear in my eyes and emotions start to feel in my heart and soul. They were tears of joy and happiness, because I knew that God didn't have to show me the Light or Heaven. It wasn't time for me to see all of heaven, because it wasn't my time yet, but he had shown me the Light. Thus he had showed me my home. 

   

   I knew then that no matter what others said to me I knew where my home would be after this life. I no longer felt condemned and no fears of going to Hell, for God had answered my ultimate question. Would I be condemned or sent to Hell for what was happening to me? After all this time of wondering what would happen to me he not only told me but I had the vision to show me, and for that I am forever grateful and blessed.

   To this day I am blessed for what he has shown me. I say to myself and to others the following statements. So do you want God to strike me dead for the things that you consider lies and demons that are going on in my life? Do you want to condemn me to hell as well? 

   The answers to these questions are: I have already died and I was brought back to teach you the truth of God and what lye's beyond this world, what happens at death, and to awaken Gods Children to remind them of who you really are. Second you can condemn me all you want and say all I am telling you are lies and the spirits are demons, but I know where I am going. I am going home to the heavens. 

   I forgive those that have said all these negative and hurtful things to me. God gives us free choice of our own decisions and thoughts, and for that I will respect. For God has changed my life forever. I am not who I once was for what has happened to me can not be broken. I have a purpose and I will fulfill my purpose and my Path.

   God: From what you have just read is all true. I showed Casey her home, because others did not believe in what she was saying. In the darkest of days I am the light. You all are my children and there is no need in condemning others for what is going on with them in there lives. You all have free choice, for this is what I have given to you. Casey's purpose is much higher than most. Her soul decided to come back to teach what is the truth and what isn't. She is the truth and the way. Follow her. What has happened to her can not be broken. She is the highest of awareness of who she is and she is to help all my children to Awaken. She has already brought change to many and she will continue on this path for it is her Purpose or what most of you consider to be her Destiny. My children I send you teachers, she is to be one of those teachers. Listen that you to can awaken to Who You Really Are. Awaken for you will be free and you will live in love, peace and harmony.

Remember Those In Aurora, CO

   I would like to start off with a prayer so if you can take a moment to do so. 

   Prayer: Lord please watch and take care of those that are going through a tough time understanding what transpired in last weeks fatal shooting. Help the families that are grieving and seeking to find answers as to why this had to happen to not only them but to there community. Lay your healing hands on those that have survived and were injured in Aurora, for they did not deserve any of this. Talk to them father and help show them that through this darkness you are the light. And father for those that aren't no longer with us, because of a mans actions of violence, let them see the light so that they may stand beside you in the heavens and the universe for they are back with there father and creator. For they are no longer suffering or in pain. And please oh Heavenly Father help show and guide the shooter. I know that he did wrong and that he is lost. Help show him the way. And lastly help all of us become aware of you and your love through this difficult time, for what happens to one person affects us all for we are your children. In Jesus name Amen.

   Thank you for taking the time to pray. The power of prayer can help so many if we all do it together. It is very powerful.

   I have been hesitant to post a conversation that I had with Father (God), because I was afraid of what others will think about the conversation. Can this conversation be controversial it sure can, because unless you have died like have you see things differently others would not understand. But I have decided to post it because we all aren't doing enough to prevent things like this from happening. 

   I do want to make one thing clear first. What this individual did was wrong, yet there are other factors behind his actions that a normal eye would not see. Second: For those that are grieving for your loved ones who have crossed to the other side. I want you to know that the place they are at is unlike this place. They are with our Father and they are by his side. I know because I have been there twice. And third: You can talk to those that have passed all you have to do is believe and they will give you answers that they are alright. Believe and have faith.

The Conversation:

   Me: God why did this have to happen, what was the purpose?

GOD: It was premeditated. There were many red flags and they were ignored. This could have been prevented if only others took had acted to have stopped it. You see that in this young mans life he had many problems. He was crying for help way before this tragic event even took place and nothing was done to help he.He was ignored and so he was a ticking time bomb waiting to go off, and this was the result of his actions.

Me: We are all mad at this young man for what he did. He took countless lives for nothing he should have to die for what he has done. His actions went way to far.

GOD: Ahh but you see like you and many others you want to blame this one individual when it is many who are responsible for this tragedy. The signs were there and ignored. You see humans only consider themselves and not others. If this young man had received help this would have been prevented. Be mad at him for this is a normal emotion but also consider those that knew something, and yet they did nothing.

ME: Why did 12 people have to die, because of this horrific action due to this man?

GOD: There souls knew they wouldn't survive, hence the soul knows that its purpose is done. There soul was ready to come home for they are no longer in pain for what this young man did to them. They are now with me.

ME: How can we stop this from happening again?

GOD: Well first you have to look at your world. You live in a world where the actions of one man should be punished when in fact there are many who are just as fault. You have to look at all the variables of one's actions. Many cry out for help in different ways, thus you have this tragedy.
    I'll refer to another tragedy in you world, the Sandusky trial. Many knew what was going on and they did nothing to stop it. All the signs were there and you didn't do anything because you let your ego get in the way. You only think about yourselves and not for others. So now you are punishing kids that had nothing to do with it just so you can teach a lesson.   

   You see when you give an individual power they will use it, because they know they can get away with anything. Remember we are all one. When a tragedy like this happens you all feel the pain. When you see the signs of violence stop it before it happens. Quit living as individuals and come as one. Instead of ignoring people when they need help, take it upon yourself to help them.
    In your history this has happened more times than once. You set back and let the worse happen, and then you wake up and say, "Oh now we need to interfere." Don't you understand how many lives you can save by helping others. Stop living as separate individuals and live as one. We are all connected. 

   After reading this I finally understood somethings about ourselves. Even after my own death I am still learning, but the one thing that remains constant is that Father's (God's) love never changes. He will always love us. So keep believing of a better tomorrow. Keep the faith so that God can shine through each and every one of us. And of course pray, for prayer is a very valuable tool that we all have.

   In love and Light have a good night.