Giving Back

  Today as I was watching Good Morning America I noticed a story that caught my eye. You may have heard of the Florida couple that just built one humongous house and the economy had set them back a few years. 

   As I was watching it God and I had one very interesting conversation about this.

    God said, " Do you know how much they could have helped those in need? To put shelter over anthers head, to put food on the table, to help cloth those that are in need of it? The Basic necessities that one needs to survive, and all they could do is build a bigger home.You see, in your society you think that grand is better when in fact that doing more for your community is even GRANDER. If every rich person in your world help out more then your world would not be in the trouble that it is. You all live in world that you say that you give to charity, but the real question is which and what charity? There are lavish houses, cars, restaurants, boats, etc.... which could help many people, but you rather do other things for yourselves and not others. This saddens me so much that my whole purpose is to help others. To give back, because once you realize who you are you don't need anything for you are Your True Self. 

   Don't you feel good when you give back to someone else. When you hold a door open for someone, say thank you, let another car come out of a drive way,  just simple things that comes out of the goodness of your heart, don't you feel an enormous feeling from doing this? The reason for this is because I am in You. Yes I am experiencing myself though you. You create the experience and there are times I'll create that experience for you. Giving back is the Soul's Purpose to remembering who its True Self Is. 

   Do you really need all these extravagant things in your life just because you want the next BEST thing? This is a question you need to ask yourself on a daily basis. Do I really need that? Which in the end you will say NO. 

   I have spoken enough for the time so I will let Casey come back and talk. I just need to express the importance of giving back. Didn't Jesus and many of your other Master not give back, out of the goodness out of there heart, with love and compassion? The answer to this question is Yes. Give back and serve others, for I am your Father and this is what I have given you and continue to give you. With Love and Compassion your father....GOD

   OK so I would like to make note that God can take the conversation completely over when I don't even know it. This is part of my gift he has given me. There are times I don't even know what he has said so I have to re-read it. He speaks through me, so it is still one thing I am having to get use to.

   From what Father has said thus far is all correct. My path is to give back to others and soon I will be doing so. I am starting to make changes in my life and really thinking about what I need and don't need. Case and point is when I came back from Okinawa, Japan back in 2007.

   Out of all the trips I have gone to this changed me forever. I saw how the people of Okinawa lived. They were all family based. Now when I say family this includes not only there own family but there friends and companions. They didn't need all of this stuff that we as Western Civilization has. To make a long story short I analyzed what I had when I returned to the US. I couldn't believe all that I did have and I started to down size my things. I just don't need what I have. You know the saying, " Less is More." Well this is so true, but also so liberating.

   See its when you travel and you see how others live is what can make you change as to Who You Really Are. Now I am far beyond perfect on this topic. I still buy video games and certain things for my children, but it is a work in progress. We have cut back on video game buys and our wants. It isn't going to change in one day. It takes a while, but the first step is awareness as this will led you to Who You Truly Are. Your TRUE SELF.  Once you realize who you are all of your wants will go out the window, for you will be closer to GOD and your TRUE SELF. And may I just add the feeling is better than anything else.

  Have a blessed day.

  
 

1st Conversation with God

GOD: From the following message you will see that I can communicate with you just like anybody else can. You can carry conversations on with me about any topic and there is no harm in talking to your Father. Some people may think that talking to me one on one is letting demons in but that isn't true. How else could I guide you throughout your life?

   I would like to go ahead and tell you that what I am about to write is the first full conversation I had with Father (God). I knew his voice, because when I died I knew it the moment I recognized it. I knew Father had come back and it was time for some answers, but he had other plans that I was not aware of. If you think that Father can surprise you before an awakening and this for me is more of a blessing in disguise.

   On June 9th, 2012 I was having a typical day and then I was told by God, " Today is training day. I am to feel and hear around me." When he said training I knew what it meant. It meant that I was to close my eyes and use my sense to feel what was around me. So I went to my pool, sat in a chair, and closed my eyes.

    This is what he said, " I want you to feel the wind when it blows, pay attention from the direction that it comes from. Listen to the birds that are singing and notice in what direction they come from. Feel the warmth of the sun on your skin. Use your energy to feel around you. Now picture the colors of red, yellow, orange, blue, and purple. Use your abilities to see these colors."

When we were finished he wasn't done with me, so I went back to my apartment and just rested. As I was sitting on my bed and started to speak again. God said, " That I need to take baby steps." The next thing I knew I felt and energy like no other it was The Holy Ghost and I was put into a trans state. I could hear around me, but my attention was on his voice. Oh how I remember hearing it in the tunnel with love and compassion. You will never forget it as long as you live.

And so he spoke: GOD: You are my child. I have a purpose for you. I have given you abilities that are grand, but you have to be taught." I asked back in thought, " Why did I have to come back" and the response I received was, " I was meant for other things first. You have to spread my word. The time has began. What can seem a short time in your world is a long time in my world. I have to as GOD's children teach and help those believe. I have sent those to help teach and show what lays ahead of this life. You (Casey) are my child and I will guide you. Remember, believe, and be open."

   He then showed me a vision from my childhood that I remembered which I think was in the early 1990 when I lived near a funeral home in my small town of Walnut Cove, NC. When I was a little girl I thought I had power to create and stop wind. It was only in my imagination. When your that young you dream to be anything. So I use to say "stop wind stop." and it would. So during this vision I ask Father, " So that was you" and he said, "Yes, I was there with you that whole time. Everything has its time."

   Oh how Father is so GREAT!!!!

   He then proceeded to tell me, " You can go back through the universe. You have that ability, but you will have to learn first. After that last word I knew that I had purpose.


   I knew from this first converstation with Father that my life had changed forever. That I was brought back to life by our Father, our Lord in Heaven, our God, our Creator of the Heavens and the Universe, he brought me back for a Purpose. He is the Father that all of us children had ever wanted. I knew just by instinct that this would not be my last conversation with him. I was Correct.

   So to end this post for the night I just want to tell you that humans are forgetting GOD. Humans are forgetting him, because we are caught up in other things in our lives. We are more worried about money, government, home, politics, and everything else going on in this world, and we are forgetting the number one GOD.

   He has said to me many times, "My children are forgetting Who I Am. They may give up on me, but I will NEVER give up on my children."  This saddens me the most, because I have direct contact with him. Father is a very funny man if only you would listen to him. I promise he won't talk like he did in the Old and New Testaments of the Bible. There will be no Thou, Shall, and any of that Old English phrases. He speaks just like we do. I communicate between him and my husband, because I am the middle man. I don't mind it. Plus it makes for more interesting discussions between two logical men. I wouldn't have my life any other way.

   So as a farwell and a goodnight. I say to all my brothers and sisters because we are all made by the same Creator, GOD. Have a wonderful and blessed day; for Father is with us no matter where we go.

  

  

And So It Begins...

GOD: Your soul was created here in the heavens and the universe and you are made up of energy and light. Your soul was created by me, for I am your father and as you soul chooses what it wants to experience it is then placed in a body. A body that I created with perfection. What you must understand is that once the soul enters the body it forgets its True Self. Throughout your lifetimes it wants to remember what it once was, which is Me. Your souls seek to experience. When you have awaken and have discovered your True Self you then know your path. Casey's has accepted her path for she has told me this herself. She accepts who she truly is and her path will be challenging, but so is every path. Her duties are laid out before her.

   Even to this day even though it has only been a month and a half of discovering my True Self I am still amazed by the grace that God, who I now call Father, has been there for me throughout this whole experience. He has done it with the up most respect, love, and compassion that any Father can be to their child. Even though those that are closest to me have said, “A Demon has taken over you or Evil Spirits are talking to you", he still shows me the goodness in every situation. Father is more than what you read in your Bible or history books of the ancient times. He is so much more.

   So now I continue my story...

   When I started to feel energies going in and out of me I felt over whelmed. The soul is remember it's True Self and it is nothing like anything you will experience in this human body. Now I am not big into science, but what I do know is our soul is that Pure Energy and Light. 

   One June 5, 2012 I was sitting in my car awaiting my physical therapy appointment and I kept feeling like a spirit wanted to tell me something. The only way that I can describe it is like a young child pulling on your arm to get your attention. So I was like this try out writing. Yes I told a spirit to use my arm to write out what it wanted to say to me. So I relaxed my body and mind and  I said, " Use my arm to write what it is that you want me to know". I felt the Spirit using my right arm. I felt muscles in my fingers all the way up to my elbow moved, and to me this was the most amazing thing. 

   This type of gift is called Automatic Writing - Writing through the subconscious mind without conscious thought, or through the guidance of an outside intelligence.

   After each letter I would say what the letter was and then relax again. I knew the spirit was finished communicating with me, because the energy in my arm was gone. So I looked at the piece of paper that I had and it said, "Easter." I was like Easter this is what you are trying to tell me? Are you serious? So I texted the image to a friend, who also has abilities, and she said that I needed to contact my grandma (who I call Mema) and asked her some questions.

   I asked her what is the significances of Easter and it has to do something with a man? Mema said, " the only thing that I would know is that mine and your papa's wedding anniversary is around Easter time." When she said this I knew I had my answer. Just like with my granny, who first came to me I felt the calmness afterwards. My papa was reaching out to me. My grandfather passed away in 1990 and his death was devastating to me. He was my best friend.

   After this experience with my grandfather, other family members started to come through. On June 6, 2012 as I was scrolling through on Facebook looking at friends post, I saw that my aunt on my dad's side was on and the next thing I knew I felt a heavy energy. This strong energy was my granny. She had returned and she wanted me to give a message to 2 of my aunts. Now may I remind you that I have not spoken to my aunts in over a year.

   Granny said to me, “Tell them to not be sad, that I am here and they just have to talk and I will listen. I am OK." So I told granny to hold on while I go get something to drink, but she was very persistent on me telling them NOW. So I went back and told one of my aunts. I then talked to her on the phone and she told me she had been thinking about her and that my other aunt was sadden by the fact that she was gone from this world. In the end I was able to bring peace in a way to the both of them. Once I relayed the message, grannies energy was gone. I knew she went to my aunts, and that brought me peace of mind.

After granny came through my great-grandma Lucy, who passed away on November 19, 1999, channeled through out of the blue one evening, while I was speaking to my husband. Now what she said was the most hilarious thing that I had heard, because in her past life she told you like it was. Grandma Lucy said and I quote, " I don't understand why she has so much dag on stuff. She needs to get rid some of it." 

   Now the person she is speaking of is my aunt, who had just finished moving things into a new home. I had no clue what my aunt's house looked like, but Grandma Lucy sure did. I told my aunt what she had said, and we all had a good laugh.

   The reason why I am sharing with you my experiences is to explain that our family members do come back in times of need. During this time I had accepted of what was to become of me. I was to be a Messenger. If relatives wanted to come through and wanted me to give them a message who am I to deny them that right. This is part of Who I Am.

   I do want to emphasis that there are Evil and Good Spirits for I have felt both. I can feel their energies and in my next post I will talk about it more. I may even write tomorrow, because I want those out there to know that judging somebody before you ask questions can do more harm than good. 

   GOD: My children your loved ones do come back to you, but mostly they stay with me, for the Kingdom of Heaven is a place by my side. I know in the Bible in the book of  Corinthians that it is said that the dead don't walk around you and if they do they are all evil spirits and that is not true. Evil is manipulated by humans and is then made into reality.Do not let what you can not seeing bring in fear, for fear only stops you from experiencing and believing. You do not see Heaven, but you believe and have faith in it. Once you open your eyes and your hearts will you finally see what has been there all along; ME and a spiritual world that is filled with love. Life does not end, it is a continuous cycle of life for if I were to destroy it my purpose would end. Once creation is done then I am done, so I have created a world of never ending. Do not be afraid my children, for the Holy Spirit is always with you and I am only an answer away from your questions. Ask and you shall receive. Have faith and believe my children.

  

   
   

   

  

"The Soul Awakens"

   GOD: You all are born with gifts that I have given you they just lye dormant until you have found your soul. Your soul is part of you and it seeks to finds its True Self. Once your soul awakens and finds its True Self then you will awaken to a life full of purity and love. You my child have found who you really are. You will return to me in the kingdom of heaven . You will be as one with the universe and of the heavens.

   I had asked God to write a quote because words can't describe what it feels like when your soul has awaken. Things change in your life that you never thought would. You see things differently than those that live around you.

   My Soul Awakening came 5 days after my 30th birthday in May. We all remember when we have awoken and this is how it happened to me. I am glad that after this post today that I can then start talking about the present than the past, but we all start sometime.

   I thought turning 30 would be the worst decade, because nothing could compare to my 20's. I was not ready to accept turning the big 3-0. I did not even want to think about it, but what happened next amazed me even more. Two days later I had 3 out-of-body experiences.

   An out of body experience is an experience that typically involves a sensation of floating outside of one's body and, in some cases, perceiving one's physical body from a place outside one's body.

   Just like any other day I was taking a nap and then I realized I was somewhere else. I had a dream within a dream. I was in the universe as my soul, and I was taken into a world of beauty. This first time I could see a nebula with bright shades of colors like blues, purples, reds, light yellows, and pink. It was so amazed how beautiful it was, because I had only seen this in our science books in school or on the History Channel. I floated there for a while to take it all then.

   Within my vision I was taken back to a room and I knew I wanted to go back to the universe, so I slept again. Now all of this is taking place while I am napping in this physical state. I went back to the universe and this time I saw stars that were bright and again I was taken back by the aurora of colors. Each time I realized that each time I wanted to go back there it was getting easier, and so I woke up in another bed.

   The third time I went back and it was easier, but this time God was with him. He said, " Each time this will get easier for you. You will know how to get back to this place but only in time. I will teach you how to do it." After that was said I was taken to a different time. Yes I went back in time to October of 1944. I was told the date and that was it.

   When I woke up in my physical state I went and looked up year online,  and in October of 1944 was when WWII. I knew there was some reason I was taken to this time period and come to find out my great Uncle who was KIA (Killed In Action) died in September of 1944. 

   On that following Monday my Soul Awakened. I was feeling energy and vibrations that I had never felt before. They were so strong that I was getting dizzy. I knew that spirits were coming in and out of me. I was wakening up to a whole new person. I didn't know what was going on, but I knew that something had changed within myself. I knew that somethings I had been taught from childhood were false.I knew immediately that I could feel spirits.

   For 3 days I could feel energy everywhere. It was an overwhelming feel and I had to reach out and find out what was going on with me. People told me when I came back from the Universe I received my abilities. So as I was taking all of this in I knew people would think I was crazy, but now looking back to that time period and knowing what I know now they were not like me. 

   See the soul seeks to find who it truly was before it decided what it wanted to experience in our current life forms. When God made us we were a soul, a ball of light energy that wanted to experience. It takes 1000's of years for the to soul awaken and when it does you will see things differently than most. When the soul wants to seek and experience the mind wants to take over. So when making a decision follow your first answer or choice, because if you keep trying to talk yourself out of it you will never grow.

Judging

   God woke me up at 7 am this morning talking to me about judging. I tried my best to get a few more minutes of sleep, but when God talks to me and it is important, he does not stay quite so I listen. I love hearing him communicate with me it is very peaceful.

   Who judges more God or Man? If I were to say this I would have to say man. God created each one of his children with love. Now many people would disagree with my statement and that is fair enough, for God gave of choice of free will. I want you to see something here. Man will destroy it's self if we do not start listening.

   From what I have experienced so far with God I can say this, that Man is more of a judge than our Father and here I will write some that man bestows upon each other.

1. Wrong vs. Right
2. Good vs. Evil
3. Wealthy vs. Poor
4. Man vs. Woman
5. Religion vs. Religion
6. War vs. Peace
7. A Polluted Earth vs. Healthy Earth
8. Greedy vs. Generioius
9. Old vs. Young
10. Political Party vs. Political Party
11. White vs. Black
12. Nation vs. Nation
13. 3
14. etc....

   There are more I am sure of, but at the moment I can only come up with these few. If we don't start listen and always correcting each other we will never get anything done. Society defines it's self more now than every based off what you are in the world, than what you truly are in Gods eyes. If we stopped judging each other and criticizing and pointing fingers at each other things would get done quicker in this world.

   We as a race have drifted apart from what is important, which is to keep our world going so that we the human race can last longer, but no one wants to listen. The key here is to listen, communicate, and not judge. I write this because I am so tired of people judging me. At the end of the day there isn't a single person on this Earth that can judge me. The only Being is GOD. Yes GOD, but people want to judge around God and bring there own conclusions of what is wrong and right in this world.

   God gave us free will. We as a society have set boundaries and if we don't like those boundaries people change the rules to benefit themselves which is sad. We all need to wake up and quit judging others or we won't be on this planet for long. Pointing the finger at others is not going to solve any problems.

GOD: My children if you do not change the way how you live your planet will die, but only by the hand of you. I have watched you for thousands of years and you have yet to listen. I have given you Masters and you have not listened. You have put yourselves first before taking care of everyone as a whole. It needs to stop. Listen to your scientist and your young people. Your young people are crying out to stop the polluting and you don't listen. It is time to wake up my children, for if you do not your planet will die.  

" It's Not Your Time Yet."

   I would like to say sorry for the delay in today's post. A huge event happened to me yesterday and I am still trying to get my energy back. Thank you all for your patience, so shall we begin.

   What I am about to tell you are all true events. Only you as the viewer can be the judge if you believe it is true or not, but I am not on here to tell lies or a false story. This is all true.

   On March 01, 2012 I had told my husband I was going to rest while our son was asleep and he said, "OK." So, I laid down and as normal I dreamed, but I  knew that this not one of those ordinary dreams, this was a true event going on. Here is the dream.

   I was standing in a tunnel. It was dark at the end of it and the walls were grey. I looked up to each side of the tunnel I saw that there were little lights on each side. The tunnel was very quite. You could hear a pin drop if there were one to be dropped, but there was nothing there. I said, " I thought there was a light at the end of the tunnel, where is the light? God where is the Light?" As I was standing there I could feel only calmness. It was a place of no pain and I knew I did not want to leave there. I wanted to stay. I just wanted to pass through the light, but there was no light.

   As I am looking straight and note I never looked behind me, I heard a voice right next to the my right ear. It was like if someone was talking in your ear talking normally. I could feel a presence beside me and I knew it was GOD, he said to me, " It is not your time yet". The only way I can explain the way he sounded was, strong, compassionate, with a little authority in it, and with Love. Yes love, for it will be a voice that I would never forget. The instant GOD said the word "Yet",  I was sent back to my body. I woke up and took in the biggest breath of air. When I sat up in my bed I knew what had happened, but I wanted to make sure.

   I told my husband about this immediately when it happened, because I have had dreams or premonitions of things happening to me and they were true. My husband said, " did you die or did you have a near death experience"? I knew in my heart that I had died but I wanted to make sure, so I looked up the definition of Near Death Experience and here is what I found.

   

Definition of an NDE

A near-death experience (NDE) is a profound psychological event  that may occur to a person close to death or, if not near death, in a situation of physical or emotional crisis. Because it includes transcendental and mystical elements, an NDE is a powerful event of consciousness; it is not mental illness. ¹ 

Whether happening “truly near death” or under benign circumstances, the near-death experience contains powerful images and emotions, usually of peace and love though sometimes terror, despair, guilt. An NDE may include an out-of-body experience and vivid perceptions of movement, light, darkness; encounters with deceased loved ones, unfamiliar entities and/or spiritual presences; sometimes a life review, a landscape, a sense of overpowering knowledge and purpose. The aftereffects of an NDE or related experience are enduring, often powerful, and may be life-altering.

The NDE belongs to a larger family of experiences that go beyond the usual limits of space and time and can transform a person's life and beliefs. They may be called spiritually transformative, conversion, mystical, religious, or transpersonal experiences.

One-fourth of the 800 people who have submitted an account of their experience to the IANDS online NDE archives reported they were not close to death or clinically dead at the time.  Instead, they were in emotionally intense situations, praying or meditating, sleeping, or in ordinary states of consciousness when this phenomenon occurred. IANDS refers to these as “near-death-like experiences” or NDLEs.  Seventy-five percent of those who sent their accounts had a sense of being close to death, were in a life-threatening situation, or believed they were clinically dead.² (Key Facts about Near-Death Experiences)

Key Facts about Near-Death Experiences. 30 October 2011. 04 July 2012 <http://iands.org/about-ndes/key-nde-facts.html>.

   
   So to me I knew that this is what happened to me. I was then asking more questions as to why. I asked for 2 month these questions.

1. Why did I have to come back?
2. Why did I not see the light?
3. What was the purpose of me coming back?

   The answers of these questions never came. I have only told 4 people of this story and they all said, " You have a Purpose." I was always thinking why did I have to come back to a world that is full of hate, pain, judgmental and evil people why?" WHY!!! I wanted answers. The tunnel was a place of no pain and for once since in 29 years of living  I had no pain. I wanted to go home. I didn't want GOD to send me back, because I could feel his love and compassion. As I write this now I can still hear his voice and I just want to cry because I know he is my father.

   I asked God a few days ago, " so did I die or was it a near death experience?" He said to me, " You Died. I stopped you in the tunnel. I wanted you to hear my voice and remember it and so I brought you back." I said to him, " Well now that makes sense. Thank you now for telling me." He is saying right now to me while I right this that I didn't ask him that question before, and now that I have he has given it.

   It wouldn't be until 2 1/2 months later I would know why I came back. One more event had to take place in order for me to know why. This I will speak of this weekend, because it is my favorite. I will say this, that on May 25th, 2012 and after many events have happened and now I know why I came back.

   There is not a day that goes by that I do not remember the tunnel and hearing Gods voice. If anything I am thankful for the memory, because it is part of Who I Am. I do not not know anybody who has been in the tunnel but I would like to know people. When you hear Gods voice, it is the one voice that you will never forget, because it is imprinted in your mind forever.

   The one thing that I want people to know is that you don't have to fear death. I decided over 10 years ago that I was not going to be afraid of death. Look at death as a beginning and not an end. We will one day be back with our father, by his side, in the Kingdom of Heaven and yes I have seen it but that is another story. We will be home again with our One True Father, Our Creator, GOD.

   So on an end note, instead of tell people to fear God describe him as the most loving and compassionate person you know. Yes I said person, but God is in everything we do, we see, smell, hear, he made our world and the universe, therefore he is always around us. Praise God not only in prayer, but in anything you do. Talk to him I promise you he won't bite. But just Love him that is all I am asking for. Until this weekend have a blessed 4th of July and a blessed day to all of those that read this.

 GOD says you are my children and I love you.

Side Note....

   I just want my viewers to know that I'll be writing a few times a week about my story. The next post, which I will write will be on Wednesday and again over the weekend, for the information I will be telling you will take time to comprehend. Plus for me to type all of this up will be an emotional one for me as well. For I relieve each day and I am reminded of everything.

   When you go through what I have gone through so far life changes. People who you thought were your friends turn there backs on you. It is a very lonely world right now for myself. People don't understand so they judge. This can be said in society today. Society fears what they don't understand, which is sad because our purpose is to experience life and not be afraid of it. Our souls are crying out experience and live, yet we don't do that.

   I can tell you this now that I am way out of my element, when it comes to talking about my experiences with God I am very careful. Living with Marfan Syndrome and dealing with other health issues, being called skinny or four eyes in school is a lot easier to deal with, than what I am going through now. For all of those that did make fun of me instead of demanding an apology I would like to say, "Thank You, because with out you I would not be who I am today". Your asking yourself,  "now why would she say that." The answer is simple it prepared me for what I am going through now.

   Do not let those that call you names, bully, or even hurt you get the best of you. Keep your head up high and stand tall and say, " Enough is Enough". You, the one that is recieving the action has the power to say this. Do not be afraid. Now how can this be related to my story about finding God, Soul, & Find Your Self, by saying, that I am true to Who I Am.

   Be true to Your Self, be honest and not fake. For if you are one way with one group of friends, and then act differently with others you are just living two or many different lives. I like to put it as, you are all of these characters and you can't choose the one that say's I am this person. I am going to be true to myself. Everyone has a Choice, a lady that I know taught me this years ago when I lived with her and I haven't forgotten it, and God says the exact same thing. Be True To Who You Are. Live your life and had fun.

   On that side note come back and read on Wednesday for it is a journey that will send chills through out your mind. Have a Great Day!!!!