So Who Am I?

Who Am I?

So you are probably asking yourselves the question who is this person? I asked this question for months till I started my own dialogue with Father. I knew that I was different than most humans, but I thought that was because of my medical condition Marfan Syndrome.

I had this condition since I was born but I knew in other ways I was different than most. Throughout my life I had always observed others, and paid attention to their mannerisms. But I knew since I was little that this wasn't my home. I am just more aware of myself now. What I am listing is what I am now, but I am a mother, wife, daughter, sister, aunt, and I have Marfan Syndrome.

I had a conversation with Father about this topic, because I wanted to know.I am:

1.  First and fore most a Messenger of God. If you have read any of my blog you will see that he has written through me, and he also speaks through me. I have no memory of when he decides to speak, until like hours later, and I can't recall anything.. I speak what he wants spoken to help others. If he has a message to be spoke to his children I will say it. If he wants to sound an alarm I will do so. I took an Oath and I plan on sticking with it just like Jesus and the disciples.Mother Mary spoke to me the other night, and said that "Jesus cried many nights to sleep because of what harsh words were thrown his way, but he never gave up. He always believed, and thus my path is similar. The only difference is that I will not be crucified like he was." Even Jesus has told me this.
2. I am a Messenger of Spirits: Now this one I am going to be critized for, because many say you can't speak to spirits. Well I don't go to the spirit they come to me. I feel that those who have passed on should be respected, and if they have a message for a loved one they will seek out those with gifts and give them a message. If I call on any spirit I talk to God, Jesus, Mother Mary, the Archangels, and recently Mother Teresa.
3. I am a natural healer, but for now I am a healer of hearts, until I am instructed by God to start using it for other reasons. Now being natural doesn't mean I can just heal a cold, because if I could I wouldn't be sick right now. But those who have crossed over, and there family or friends here in the physical world want to know about Heaven, God, or Jesus, I can tell you about it. I live in the spiritual and physical realms. 
4. I am of Many Things: I have an idea of who and what I am, but I won't completely know until I have completed a task. Once the task is completed God will tell and show me who I really am. Father has told me that I have access to the Heaven. I have been to heaven to visit Jesus and others and each time I see different things.I have also seen many planets and many ruins who were built by Advance Beings. I do not call them Alien, just because I feel that is an inappropriate word to use, so I just stick to Advanced Beings. I'm visit by these beings at least once or twice a month. I don't know who they are, but Father says they know who I am.

With all of this being said I have accepted who I am. Do harsh words get thrown my way? They certainly do, but I have to realize that my purpose is to help others and put us on another path so that we don't destroy ourselves in the process. We are all brothers and sisters and need to start coming together for the better good, and stop the hatred.

At the moment I am writing a book about my story. Included will be a lot more information that I haven't disclosed on here. I have the support of God, Archangels, Mother Mary, Jesus, Joseph, and Mother Teresa. Mother Teresa came to me due to a personal matter and gave me hope and told me which angel to call when something like this happens to me again. She is a very lovely lady.
 

 I will conclude that I am not making any of this up. I know who I am, what I am, and what I am to become. I took an oath and I'll up hold my oath, just as my brothers and sisters did when they were called. It is like Father says, "We give up on no one." I plan on sticking to it, that no matter how hard the road will be, I will not give up.

Hope you all have a blessed week. _/\_

And So It Begins...

GOD: Your soul was created here in the heavens and the universe and you are made up of energy and light. Your soul was created by me, for I am your father and as you soul chooses what it wants to experience it is then placed in a body. A body that I created with perfection. What you must understand is that once the soul enters the body it forgets its True Self. Throughout your lifetimes it wants to remember what it once was, which is Me. Your souls seek to experience. When you have awaken and have discovered your True Self you then know your path. Casey's has accepted her path for she has told me this herself. She accepts who she truly is and her path will be challenging, but so is every path. Her duties are laid out before her.

   Even to this day even though it has only been a month and a half of discovering my True Self I am still amazed by the grace that God, who I now call Father, has been there for me throughout this whole experience. He has done it with the up most respect, love, and compassion that any Father can be to their child. Even though those that are closest to me have said, “A Demon has taken over you or Evil Spirits are talking to you", he still shows me the goodness in every situation. Father is more than what you read in your Bible or history books of the ancient times. He is so much more.

   So now I continue my story...

   When I started to feel energies going in and out of me I felt over whelmed. The soul is remember it's True Self and it is nothing like anything you will experience in this human body. Now I am not big into science, but what I do know is our soul is that Pure Energy and Light. 

   One June 5, 2012 I was sitting in my car awaiting my physical therapy appointment and I kept feeling like a spirit wanted to tell me something. The only way that I can describe it is like a young child pulling on your arm to get your attention. So I was like this try out writing. Yes I told a spirit to use my arm to write out what it wanted to say to me. So I relaxed my body and mind and  I said, " Use my arm to write what it is that you want me to know". I felt the Spirit using my right arm. I felt muscles in my fingers all the way up to my elbow moved, and to me this was the most amazing thing. 

   This type of gift is called Automatic Writing - Writing through the subconscious mind without conscious thought, or through the guidance of an outside intelligence.

   After each letter I would say what the letter was and then relax again. I knew the spirit was finished communicating with me, because the energy in my arm was gone. So I looked at the piece of paper that I had and it said, "Easter." I was like Easter this is what you are trying to tell me? Are you serious? So I texted the image to a friend, who also has abilities, and she said that I needed to contact my grandma (who I call Mema) and asked her some questions.

   I asked her what is the significances of Easter and it has to do something with a man? Mema said, " the only thing that I would know is that mine and your papa's wedding anniversary is around Easter time." When she said this I knew I had my answer. Just like with my granny, who first came to me I felt the calmness afterwards. My papa was reaching out to me. My grandfather passed away in 1990 and his death was devastating to me. He was my best friend.

   After this experience with my grandfather, other family members started to come through. On June 6, 2012 as I was scrolling through on Facebook looking at friends post, I saw that my aunt on my dad's side was on and the next thing I knew I felt a heavy energy. This strong energy was my granny. She had returned and she wanted me to give a message to 2 of my aunts. Now may I remind you that I have not spoken to my aunts in over a year.

   Granny said to me, “Tell them to not be sad, that I am here and they just have to talk and I will listen. I am OK." So I told granny to hold on while I go get something to drink, but she was very persistent on me telling them NOW. So I went back and told one of my aunts. I then talked to her on the phone and she told me she had been thinking about her and that my other aunt was sadden by the fact that she was gone from this world. In the end I was able to bring peace in a way to the both of them. Once I relayed the message, grannies energy was gone. I knew she went to my aunts, and that brought me peace of mind.

After granny came through my great-grandma Lucy, who passed away on November 19, 1999, channeled through out of the blue one evening, while I was speaking to my husband. Now what she said was the most hilarious thing that I had heard, because in her past life she told you like it was. Grandma Lucy said and I quote, " I don't understand why she has so much dag on stuff. She needs to get rid some of it." 

   Now the person she is speaking of is my aunt, who had just finished moving things into a new home. I had no clue what my aunt's house looked like, but Grandma Lucy sure did. I told my aunt what she had said, and we all had a good laugh.

   The reason why I am sharing with you my experiences is to explain that our family members do come back in times of need. During this time I had accepted of what was to become of me. I was to be a Messenger. If relatives wanted to come through and wanted me to give them a message who am I to deny them that right. This is part of Who I Am.

   I do want to emphasis that there are Evil and Good Spirits for I have felt both. I can feel their energies and in my next post I will talk about it more. I may even write tomorrow, because I want those out there to know that judging somebody before you ask questions can do more harm than good. 

   GOD: My children your loved ones do come back to you, but mostly they stay with me, for the Kingdom of Heaven is a place by my side. I know in the Bible in the book of  Corinthians that it is said that the dead don't walk around you and if they do they are all evil spirits and that is not true. Evil is manipulated by humans and is then made into reality.Do not let what you can not seeing bring in fear, for fear only stops you from experiencing and believing. You do not see Heaven, but you believe and have faith in it. Once you open your eyes and your hearts will you finally see what has been there all along; ME and a spiritual world that is filled with love. Life does not end, it is a continuous cycle of life for if I were to destroy it my purpose would end. Once creation is done then I am done, so I have created a world of never ending. Do not be afraid my children, for the Holy Spirit is always with you and I am only an answer away from your questions. Ask and you shall receive. Have faith and believe my children.